~~ teratakdindakanda ~~

Last day of 2011

2011-12-31T21:06:00.001+08:00

Dear 2011,
U have gave me a lot of memories. I may not forget u. I learned how to forgive and love, to be patient and to be me again.
I will miss u, 2011.

2012
Please be gentle to me. Create good memories. May Allah bless my journey towards 2012.
Ameen.

P/s: rasenya macam baru je sambut newyear 2011 kat tepi jalan ke KLCC.

~*~miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah~*~

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the one that got away

2011-12-18T20:11:00.001+08:00

summer after high school when we first met

we make up in your mustang to Radiohead

and on my 18th birthday

we got matching tattoos

used to steal your parents liquor and climb to the roof

talk about our future like we had a clue

never plan that one day

I'd be losing you

and in another life i would be your girl

we'll keep all our promises

be us against the world

and in another life i would make you stay

so i don't have to say

you were the one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash

never one without the other we made a pact

sometimes when i miss you

i put those records on

someone said you had your tattoo removed

saw you downtown singing the blues

i'm no longer you muse

but in another life i would be your girl

we'll keep all our promises

be us against the world

and in another life i would make you stay

so i don't have to say

you were the one that got away

all this money cant buy me a time machine (no)

it cant replace you with a million rings (no)

i should told you what you meant to me (woah)

cause now i paid the price

in another life i would be your girl

we'll keep all our promises

be us against the world

and in another life i would make you stay

so i don't have to say

you were the one that got away

wordless wednesday

2011-12-07T09:54:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me

2011-10-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

24 is not just a number. May allah bless me and may all my dreams will be come true ;)

Masih ade 364 hari lagi sebelum 25 tahun. Masih ade beberapa impian sebelum 25 yang belum dicapai. Semoga impian impian ni menjadi kenyataan.
24 tahun hidup di dunia, masih belum cukup ilmu didada, masih banyak yang perlu dipelajari. Rasa macam semalam baru 14 tahun. Zaman remaja yang sungguh best.

Terima kasih untuk kawan kawan yang wish birthday di twitter, facebook, msg (xtaw xcheck lg). Yang try kol tp x dapat ( sorry sy berada di CGK)

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~

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~~ jangan mengeluh ~~

2011-10-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

KENAPA AKU DIUJI ??

QURAN MENJAWAB :

Qs. Al-Ankabut : 2-3

“Apakah manusia itu mengira bahwa mereka dibiarkan (saja) mengatakan: ’Kami telah beriman’, sedang mereka tidak diuji lagi ?Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta.

KENAPA AKU TAK MENDAPAT APA YG AKU INGINKAN ??

QURAN MENJAWAB :

Qs. Al-Baqarah : 216

“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui”

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI ??

QURAN MENJAWAB:

Qs. Al-Baqarah : 286

“Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.”

KENAPA FRUST???

QURAN MENJAWAB :

Qs. Al-Imran : 139

“Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yg paling tinggi derajatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman”

BAGAIMANA AKU HARUS MENGHADAPINYA ???

QURAN MENJAWAB :

Qs. Al-Baqarah : 45

“Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sholat; dan sesungguhnya sholat itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk Tiada daya dan upaya kecuali atas pertolongan Allah semata”

APA YANG AKU DAPAT ???

QURAN MENJAWAB :

Qs. At-Taubah : 111

“Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mu’min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan jannah untuk mereka…”

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP ???

QURAN MENJAWAB :

Qs. At-Taubah : 129

“Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari-Nya. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakkal”

AKU TAK SANGGUP !!!!

QURAN MENJAWAB :

Qs. Yusuf : 12

“….dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir.”

dan segudang pertanyaan lagi yang keseluruhannya pun dapat dijawab oleh Sang Pemilik Semesta Alam. Nah, cukup jelaslah bahwa Allah-lah yang memberi kita cobaan permasalahan, pastilah Allah akan menurunkan pertanyaan beserta jawabannya! Hanya Allah sandaran manusia

http://sudutinspirasi.com/2011/05/al-qur%E2%80%99an-menjawab/

~~ sumber inspirasi. ~~

2011-10-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

dear love,

happy 24th birthday

May ALLAH bless u.

i am so lucky to have u in my life

every year with u is better than last

my love for u grows and grows with each passing year

growing old with u is one of my fave things to do

happy birthday to the love of my life,my partner and my best friend

Khairul Azri Anuar

happy birthday dear. <3 <3

thanks

Aku menyerah

2011-10-11T10:00:00.001+08:00

"tak ada manusia, yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali, segala yang telah terjadi
kita pasti pernah dapatkan cubaan yang berat
seakan hidup ini tak ada ertinya lagi

ku syukuri apa yang ada
hidup ini adalah anugerah.
tetapku jalani hidup ini melakukan yang terbaik.
tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan kebesaran dan kuasanya.
Bagi hambanya yang sabar dan tak kenal putus asa."

p/s: macam dah putus asa. haihhhhh

~~ yes, you make me cry. =( ~~

2011-10-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

sering ku tanya tuhanku *ALLAH

Wahai ALLAH, kenapa engkau ciptakan airmata? kenapa kau biarkan aku menangis?

Jawabnya:
Kerana wanita itu unik.
Aku ciptakannya sebagai makhluk istimewa,
Ku kuatkan bahunya untuk menjaga anak-anaknya,
Ku lembutkan hatinya untuk memberi rasa aman,
Ku kuatkan rahimnya untuk menyimpan benih manusia,
Ku teguhkan peribadinya untuk terus berjuang pada saat yang lain menyerah,
Ku berikannya naluri untuk mencintai anak-anak dalam apa jua keadaan sekalipun,
Ku kuatkan batinnya untuk tetap menyayangi walau dikhianati oleh teman,
Walau disakiti oleh “orang” yang dia sayangi..
Wanita makhluk kuat,
Tetapi jika satu saat dia menangis itu kerana
Ku berikannya air mata untuk membasuh luka batin dan memberi kekuatan baru.

p.s: terima kasih kerana buatku menangis.

isu berkenaan STARBUCKS coffee

2011-08-13T15:34:00.001+08:00

kenyataan media berkenaan aduan starbuck coffee

“ JAKIM melalui bahagian hab halal menerima banyak pertanyaan dan aduan berhubung email yang menyatakan ‘Jakim telah mengesahkan restoran Starbuck coffee adalah haram kerana terdapat bahan yang direndam arak, untuk pengesahan sila hubungi 03-8886400’. Kenyataan ini juga telah disebarkan melalui laman sosial Facebook

Adalah dimaklumkan bahawa JAKIM TIDAK PERNAH MENGELUARKAN APA APA KENYATAAN SAMA ADA MELALUI MEDIA MASSA/ PORTAL RASMI JAKIM yang mengatakan restoran Starbuck adalah haram.

restoran Starbuck Coffee telah mendapat sijil pengesahan halal dari JAKIM (1 ogos 2009-31 julai 2012. “

fuh xpaham sungguh manusia zaman sekarang. SUME bende nak diharamkan. dah tak de kerja ke? kot iye pon dengki ngn kedai yang kaye kaye ni pon berusaha la sendiri nak bangun. Jangan la menjatuhkan orang laen. HAIH la manusia. BODOH xbertempat.

p/s: facebook mmg SINFUL.. Banyak fitnah dari benar.

selamat beramal di bulan Ramadhan ni.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

Salam ramadhan

2011-07-31T20:22:00.001+08:00

Salam ramadhan buat semua.
Semoga ramadhan kali ini lebey baik dari ramadhan yang lepas2.

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~

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Engaged!

2011-07-24T13:10:00.001+08:00

Congratx to my friend fazellete @ arelet. Dah jadi tunangan org ni kena la beradap sopan sikit. Weeee

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~

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Wordless wednesday ;)

2011-07-20T21:28:00.001+08:00

Medicine is not tough, just fill it with your heart and ur soul.

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~

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lagu faberet kalo gua pegi karok

2011-06-03T21:13:00.001+08:00

kesilapanku keegoanmu – Siti Nurhaliza

Besar kesilapanku besar lagi kesilapanmu
Hampa yang kau rasakan hampa lagi perasaanku
Kau cuba menyatakan aku menbuat kesilapan
Yang tak mungkin kau maafkan lagi
Ku tak mungkin kau perlu di sisi

Besar kesalahanku besar lagi keegoanmu
Berkali ku beri alasan berkali-kali kau menolaknya
Kau ingin ku menyatakan
Diri ini bagai lilin
Dan terbakar oleh perbuatanmu

Suasana sepi kini menambahkan bening
Di dalam hatiku
Mengadil silapmu biar di jiwamu aku telah tiada
Di waktu begini diusik kenangan silam
Yang bertandang Lalu ku biarkan Ia menabahkan hati ini

Kekasihku cukup engkau buat ku begini
Luka ini usah engkau berdarahkan kembali
Aku masih cinta padamu
Aku masih setia padamu
Kembalilah engkau padaku seperti dahulu

Di dalam rindu ku menangis
Di dalam kalbu ku terasa
Teringatmu di kala derita
Yang memisahkan kita
Di dalam sedu ku berseru
Yang terukir di dalam hatiku
Kekasih bukalah pintu
Untuk sekali ini
Aku cinta kepadamu

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

fatamorgana yang dinanti

2011-05-22T21:29:00.001+08:00

salam,

Bila terdengar lagu hijjaz-Fatamorgana terasa keinsafan yang mendalam. Ditambah lagi dengan keadaan pilu yang berlaku semalam, 21/5/2011, kejadian tanah runtuh di Batu 14, Kajang, Hulu Langat. Seramai 14 orang anak yatim termasuk 2 orang penjaga mereka terbunuh. Sedih dan pilu mendengar khabar beritga ni. Semoga ALLAH mencucuri rahmat ke atas mereka. Al-fatihah..

gambar: credit to metro.

“Pulanglah pada tuhan, cahaya kehidupan syarat bahagia didunia, akhirat kekal selamanya pada ALLAH….”

Fatamorgana = Mirage, pantulan cahaya yang mengasyikkan. Dalam erti kata lain, dunia yang penuh pancaroba. Dunia sangat indah sebenarnya, cuma kadang kadang kita terlalai dek hidup di dunia yang banyak sangat cabaran. Walaupun segala cabaran ini mendewasakan kita tapi manusia masih leka. Kita cari dunia tetapi akhirat hanya diabaikan. Bila hendak mahu mati masa itulah baru nak mencari akhirat.

Kunci utama ke syurga: keimanan dan ketakwaan kepada ALLAH.

terkini: 2 mangsa tanah runtuh: kehilangan kaki demi menyelamatkan nyawa mereka.

p/s: Semoga ALLAH sentiasa memberi pelindungan dan hidayah kepadaku serta keluargaku. AMIN

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ youtube star ~~

2011-05-19T21:57:00.001+08:00

salam semua

semenjak dua menjak ni rasanya dah makin ramai orang berminat nak jadi youtube star. Ok admit suara mereka mereka sungguh sedap berbanding dengan suara aku yang merdu ni. Agak agak bley tak diri ini menjadi bintang youtube? =D

1. Megan Nicole.

Punyai suara yang sangat merdu dan lovely. Saya suke lagu ET ni. shweet sangat. =)

2. Maddi Jane

Adore her! Dah la cute, comey, suara pon power. Meremang bulu roma bila dia nyanyi lagu ni. Heart heart heart her. <3

3. Sam Tsui

Saya suke gabungan lagu firework dengan grenade. tetbe teringat plak lagu grenade versi nabil. Suara sangat energetic dan rock rock ckit. =)

4. Jazz hayat

oh my friend suke sangat lagu ‘ I stalk ur profile’. Aku dengar lagu ni pon sebab dia. Lagu ni lawak but it is true!. Tak ramai penyanyi yang bley nyanyi lagu ballad/jazz cam die. Tone dia pon sedap. =)

p/s: sekadar review je.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ Grapevine: new generation of making money ~~

2011-05-19T17:07:00.001+08:00

salam untuk semua

woot woot, ade benda baru nak share ngan semua member member. Grapevine, produk baru dari Nuffnang & Churp churp.

Bagi yang tak pernah dengar nuffnang & churp churp ni, bende alah ni sebenarnya

ape yang best sangat dengan grapevine ni?

semua orang pon buley dapat reward dengan share iklan iklan tu.

camne lak nak dapat duit tu?

well just masokkn email kat dalam – Step 2. pastu korang akan terima Email dari pihak churp churp. SIle la mendaftar dengan Churp membolehkan korang mendapat duit itu.

Senang kan? Yang bestnye, share url url ni, tak terhad kepada Nuffnangers jer, malah pembaca pembaca belog anda tu pon buley share dengan semua orang. =)

Now EVERYBODY can be a social media influencer, and talk about that cool ad running on your blog! :D

So spread the word, Nuffnangers! Get all your friends to join in the fun and get rewarded for hearing about (and spreading) something through the Grapevine :)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ buatmu ibu ~~

2011-05-08T16:12:00.001+08:00

ibu,

Bergenang airmataku terbayang wajahmu yang redup sayu. Kudusnya kasih engkau hamparkan, bagaikan laut yang tak bertepian. Biarpun kepahitan telah engkau rasakan, tidakpun kau merasa jemu mengasuh dan mendidik kami semua anakmu dari kecik hingga dewasa. Tabahnya kau melayani kenakalan anakmu, mengajarku erti kesabaran.

ibu,

Hidupmu kau korbankan biarpun dirimu yang telah terkorban, tak dapat ku balasi akan semua ini. semoga ALLAH memberkati kehidupanmu ibu.

ibu,

Kau ampunilah dosaku andainya pernah menghiris hatimu. Restumu yang amat aku harapkan kerana disitu letaknya syurgaku. ibu,

Engkau bagaikan pelita dikala aku kegelapan yang menyuluh jalan kehidupan.

Ya ALLAH

Engkau kasihanilah ibuku yang telah melahirkan diriku sebagai mana kasihnya ibu sewaktu kecilku. Moga ibuku bahagia di dunia dan di akhirat kelak. AMEEN

credit to AEMAN, Isman Isam (Hijjaz Records)

p/s: untuk ibuku dan kakakku, selamat hari ibu. Terima kasih kepada ibu yang mengandungkanku 9 bulan, menjaga dan memjadikanku seorang insan yang bertakwa. Moga ALLAH memberkati kehidupan kalian berdua. tak terbalas jasa kalian berdua yang banyak berkorban dan membesarkan diriku ini. AMEEN.

p.s/s: kepada semua ibu di dunia. HAPPY mothers day. May ALLAH bless all of u.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ Reunion @Arabian Kitchen (seksyen 20, Shah ALam) ~~

2011-05-06T16:42:00.001+08:00

hi ALL

Ahad yang lalu, me and my frens makan makan @ Arabian Kitchen (sec 20, Shah Alam). Actually, reunion sebenarnya. Kali ni disebabkan aku sangat malas untuk memandu, aku suh la Nawal yang bawak kete plak. Kiterorang sebenarnya tak taw pun tempat kedai tu katne. Dah dorang kata nak makan makanan arab, so redah je ar. Aku tak suka sangat pon makan makanan ni.

Kedai ni kat seksyen 20, Shah Alam. Agak lawa la gak.. Menu menu yang ade pon cam menarik. Siap ada sinopsis ntok setiap makanan. =). Disebabkan aku ni tak reti la makan bende bende camni, maka aku amek roti arab je suda.

geng merah : nawal, me, bella, yaya, fysha, maya

from left (back) : nana, byla, faizal, fysha, didi, maya

front: yaya, nawal, pqa, me.

pic : credit to khairil azlan (maya’s hubby)

makanan saye!. oh air sirap bandung tuh sedap. =)

p/s: sile la cube makan kat Arabian Kitchen tu. hee.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ im in here ~~

2011-05-06T12:11:00.001+08:00

I'm in here, can anybody see me?
Can anybody help?
I'm in here, a prisoner of history,
Can anybody help?

Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me.
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I cannot Live with inside of me.

I'm in here, I'm trying to tell you something,
Can anybody help?
I'm in here, I'm calling out but you can't hear,
Can anybody help?

I'm crying out, I'm breaking down,
I am fearing it all,
Stuck inside these walls,
Tell me there is hope for me
Is anybody out there listening?

p/s: broken heart.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ For future Dr. ~~

2011-04-07T23:36:00.001+08:00

dear frens, colleagues,

I got this from Dr. Pagalavan, Consultant Physician & Rheumatologist Columbia Asia Hospital Nusajaya

I have had a medical student who refused to go to the ward after seeing a young boy dying of Leukaemia. Well, this will be a daily affair once you set foot into the medical field. Be prepared to see people die no matter what you do. To comfort always but to cure sometimes should be your motto!

1)      Housmanship

I will divide this section into 3 subsections, explaining what has been happening since 1990s in housemanship training;

1a) Before 2000

Before 2000, the housemanship training use to have 4 monthly rotations inObstetrics & Gynaecology, Medicine or Paediatric and Surgery or Orthopaedic. After the 1 year training, you will be transferred to rural or semirural areas to serve in district hospitals or Klinik Kesihatans (KK) (health clinics). Most of the time, these rural postings are a wonderful experience but a little bit scary due to lack of senior people to consult or assist you.

One of the major faults in this system is the fact that if you do Medicine, you will miss Paediatric and if you do Surgery, you will miss Ortho. Only O&G was made compulsory. Thus, the government felt it was inadequate. Many will go to KK and District Hospitals without doing Paediatrics/Medicine and Orthopaedics/Surgery. A lot of the time, you need to depend on the senior nurses or Medical Assistants (MA). I must say that during that time, the nurses and MAs were excellent. They were second to doctors, not to be compared with the current generation of nurses and MAs.

BTW, just to mention, the HO’s take home salary before 2000 use to be RM 1648!! Pathetic isn’t it? You won’t even be able to buy a car/house. The car loan interest rate than was 6-8%! You will get RM 20 for each on-call that you do! This “On Call” allowance was only introduced in 1994. Prior to that, you are not paid a single cent for your “On-Calls”, free labour for the government mah……………..

1b) After 2000

Around the year 2000-2002, a new posting known as junior medical officer postings was introduced after housemanship. This is also known as the 4^th and 5^th HO posting. It was 3 month posting in either medicine/paediatric or surgery/ortho depending on which that you did not do during the 1 year housmanship as above. After completing the 4^th and 5^th postings, you will be posted to rural or district as a Medical Officer.

1c) Since 2008

Since 2008, housemanship training has been extended to 2 years. This means you will be completing all the major postings before being transferred out.

2)      Life as a Houseofficer (HO)

When I did my Housemanship in 1990s, there were only 2-3 HOs in each ward of 40-60 patients. It was a tough life. You are the front liners who will see the patients for the first time upon admission. You’re supposed to take the medical history of the patient, do a physical examination, take blood investigations and come to a diagnosis. In fact, you’re supposed to start the initial treatment and management of the patients. There won’t be any medical officers or specialist in the ward. Most of them will come only in the afternoon to see the patients. This means, you’re the boss in the ward and the life of the patient is in your hands! It is a very stressful life, where on top of all the existing patients in the ward, you also need to see all the new admissions. The new admissions can be about 20-30 admissions/day, divided between each of the 2-3 houseofficers.

You start your work around 7.00am everyday especially if you are doing medical or O&G postings by taking the ward patient’s blood. Then, you will be doing the clinical rounds with the Medical Officers and Specialist of the ward. After finishing the rounds, you need to carry out all the orders by the specialist and at the same time, clerk all the new admissions! You also have to run down to radiology department to get urgent appointments, go to the blood bank to get urgent bloods, trace results urgently etc etc. Of course, you may not finish your work by 5pm. If you are “On Call” on that day, you need to con’t your work throughout the night till the next morning 8am. And now, don’t think you can go back to your room and rest! You are supposed to con’t with the work on the next day as usual! You are basically a professional coolie!

As a HO, you need to do at least 10 calls a month, which means once every 3 days. I have even done continuous day calls before, never saw sunlight for 2-3 days! For each calls, we were paid RM 20 then, now it has gone up to RM 100 since 2006 ( please read my MMA article on “Government doctors: Past, Present and Future”). I use to say that you can earn better by working in Mc Donald’s!

Whatever said and done, I enjoyed my Housemanship simply because I had good colleagues who helped each other very well. I also enjoyed learning all the skills and procedures during my housemanship. Housemanship is the only time where you can learn all the necessary skills in doing procedures like CVP line, Chest tube, Peritoneal Dialysis etc etc. Thus, as I said before, if you became a doctor for passion and to help people, then you will enjoy housemanship. But if you choose medicine for glory, good life and money, it is during this time that you will realise that medicine is not for you. That’s the reason why, many will get a mental breakdown during housemanship. They never expected their life to be like this! Many still think that being a doctor is sitting in a clinic and seeing “cough and cold” cases. Being a doctor is more than that.

Of course, the situation has changed recently. With the tremendous increase in the number of doctors produced, we have almost 6-8 HOs in each ward of 40 patients. In fact, surgical department with 2 wards, sometimes has more than 40 HOs!! The workload will definitely be lower but you will lose out in your training. How many procedures would you be able to learn with so many of you in a ward? I have even seen some HOs leaving the medical department without doing a single CVP line or Chest tube. Only those who are eager to learn will succeed. The rests are just given a license to kill……… sorry to say!

3)      Rules and Regulation during Housemanship

There are few rules and regulations that you need to know as a HO. You will be given a log book for each posting. This log book needs to be signed off at the end of each posting by the department. The Head of Department (HOD) has the right to extend the training if he/she feels that you are not competent enough to be released. The extension is for a minimum of 3 months but can go on as long as the HOD feels adequate. Unfortunately, many of the HOD take the easy way out. No matter how incompetent the HO is, they usually let them go as they feel that it will not make any difference in extending their postings and of course less problem to the department. To me, I think it is very selfish for some of the HOD to think like this. Remember, these doctors are the one who is going to be released to the community with a “license to kill”.

As a government servant, you will be given 25 days annual leave. As a HO, these 25 days will be divided equally between the 3 postings that you do in a year. Any extra leaves including MCs, maternity leave and emergency leaves are considered as an extension of housemanship training. For example, if you take 1 week MC during a medical posting, your medical posting will be extended by one week, unless you want to deduct your annual leave allocated for that particular posting. This is one of the reasons why I always advise doctors/soon to be doctors not to get married during housemanship. Pregnancy will not reduce your workload as you need to do the same number of calls with the rest and it will only extend your housemanship even longer.

1)      Compulsory Service

I am sure everyone knows about the compulsory service for doctors in government service. According to Medical Act 1970, a medical graduate has to undergo compulsory service with the government for at least 4 years. This includes the Housemanship which is now 2 years. This means that you need to serve the government for another 2 years before you decide to leave the service.

2)      District/Rural postings

As I have said in my first part, after completion of your housemanship, you will likely be transferred to rural clinics or district hospitals. With the recent influx of large number of doctors, almost everyone will be transferred to rural areas, mainly Sabah and Sarawak. You can see this from various letters posted in almost every newspaper recently, embarrassingly by parents of “so-called” grown up doctors!

From my experience, district posting is a wonderful experience. Working alone without anyone to consult immediately, gives you a lot of experience. Remember, other than X-rays and some simple blood test, you don’t have anything else in these hospitals. Usually there will be about 3-5 Medical Officers (MO) in each district hospitals. When you are “on-call”, you are all alone and need to manage the A&E department as well as all the wards including obstetrics cases. It is really scary at times, especially if you are working in district hospitals which are far away from the nearest General Hospital. If you are preparing to sit for any exams then this is the time to do your revision as the workload is generally lower than in general hospitals.

The same goes for those who are posted to health clinics (Klinik Kesihatan). These clinics are usually situated in rural and semirural areas. Most of the time there will be 1-2 MOs in each clinic. The major bulk of patients that you see in these clinics are antenatal and outpatient cases. There will also be a lot of administrative work to do in these clinics including school visits, running various health campaigns and public health talks. In cases of any outbreaks, you will be called to assist in containing the outbreak. Basically you are the primary healthcare providers. Many doctors do not like the administrative work that they are supposed to do, and the meetings that you need to attend!

Even though it is a good experience to do rural/district postings, please do not stay long in these clinics/hospitals if you intend to do postgraduate studies. A maximum of 1 year should be adequate. The reason I say so is because you will lose the momentum to further your studies after some time of good life in these centres. Since the workload is lower, you will get carried away with relax life compared to your housemanship training.

This rural/district postings are usually given extra points when you apply for your Master’s programme even though it does not guarantee a place. At the same time you can use your free time to prepare for your exams like MRCP Part 1, MRCOG Part 1 etc etc. After passing your Part 1, you can request to be transferred to the General Hospital for continuation of your training. Again, this may become a problem in the future as the number of post may be limited and it may be increasingly difficult to get a place in bigger hospitals.

I think people who grumble about going to rural and district postings should just give-up medicine. If you choose medicine to help and treat sick people, then these postings is where you really see the real life of people. You will learn a lot about their social life and the struggle they go through daily which you do not see when you work in general hospitals. You will also realise that people here appreciate you better than urban people. I would advise each and every doctor to do rural/semirural and district postings for at least a year after completing your housemanship.

Let’s look at the postgraduate training in Malaysia. I have written about housemanship, district/rural postings and problems of oversupply of doctors in the near future. The issue of oversupply of doctors by 2015 will lead to another very big issue: postgraduate training. Many of the budding doctors and medical students are not aware that the postgraduate training in Malaysia has many limitations and problems. At this point of time, most postgraduate trainings are dependent on Master’s programme conducted by the local universities. Once upon a time, we were totally dependent on UK-based exams and training but unfortunately we lost it along the way. Currently, only MRCP (UK) – Internal Medicine, MRCPCH (UK) – Paediatric and MRCOG (UK) can be done in Malaysia. FRCS (for surgeons) used to be available to Malaysians but not anymore. None of our hospitals are recognised as a training centre for FRCS, which is now known as MRCS. Thus, for any surgical field in Malaysia, you will need to do Master’s programme!

MRCP (UK) – Internal Medicine

Membership of the Royal College of Physicians (UK) is a well-known exam all over the whole. It has a very strong reputation as an entry exam for speciality training in UK as well as in other parts of the world. It is conducted regularly, usually 3 times a year in various countries. Malaysia is one of the centres for the MRCP exams, all 3 parts.

MRCP Part 1 can be taken about a year after your graduation. It is a theory paper. After passing your Part 1, you need to clear your Part 2 (written paper) and Part 3 (clinical) within 7 years. It is usually coordinated by University of Malaya, where the exams are usually held. Just for your info, the passing rate for MRCP (UK) is always around 45-50% worldwide! You need to have a proposer to sit for these exams, who can verify that you have undergone sufficient training to sit for the exam. If you fail miserably, your proposer will be notified.

Since MRCP (UK) is not a specialist exam in the UK, the Ministry of Health, Malaysia only recognises and gazette’s you as a specialist after undergoing further training of 18 months post MRCP (UK). You will need to submit a log book and recommendation by your HOD before being gazetted. This rule applies for all other overseas degrees which include MRCPCH and MRCOG. You need to undergo this gazettement process in order for you to be recognised as a Physician by the National Specialist Register (NSR).

MRCPCH (UK)

MRCPCH is similar to MRCP (UK) but meant for those who wants to become a Paediatrician. It‘s examination structure is similar to MRCP (UK).

MRCOG (UK)

MRCOG has 2 parts but the second part has both written and clinical component. However, you need to undergo training in O&G department for at least 4 years before being allowed to sit for Part 2 exams. One of the major issues in sitting for MRCOG is the fact that there are not many MRCOG holders in MOH to sign as a proposer for you!

Master’s programme

Now, this is where a big problem is going to appear soon. For all other fields, you are totally dependent on Master’s programme. This includes all surgical fields. Master’s programme is a fixed 4 year programme.

In order for you to be eligible to apply for the Master’s programme, you should have completed at least 3 years of service with good SKT marks of at least 85% and above, recommendation from Head of Department and confirmed in service. You also need to attend an exam or an interview before being selected for certain disciplines.

The major problem that I foresee in the future will be the number of places that are being offered. As of this year, the total number of places available is only 600, all disciplines included. Imagine, with 6000 new doctors coming into the market every year from now onwards, only 10% is going to get into the Master’s programme annually. Furthermore, you must understand that the selection process is never transparent, the typical Malaysian scenario as well as the quota system! Most of it is done by the Universities.

The government is planning to increase the number to 800 next year but the situation is rather critical in the Universities as there are not many Senior Professors to supervise the programme. I must say that the standard of Master’s graduates have dropped significantly over the last 5-10 years. We have Master’s graduates who can’t do surgery but have passed the exams! I just hope that the Master’s programme do not become another “specialists mill” like our undergraduate medical schools!

There are 2 types of Master’s programme, the open and closed system. In the closed system, you will do the entire 4 years within the university, like in UKM Hospital, UH and USM Hospital. The open system may have various programmes, like 2 years in MOH hospitals and another 2 years in the Universities etc. You may even do the entire 4 years in MOH hospitals for some of the fields.

After completing your Master’s programme, you need to undergo another 6 months of gazettement process before being recognised as a specialist. Furthermore, you will be bonded for 5-7 years for receiving scholarship during the programme, which is compulsory!

Subspecialty training

With the advancement in medical field, every discipline now has subspecialty training. As such, everyone will try to do certain subspecialty after gazettment as a specialist by MOH. Generally, the subspecialist training is about 3 years except for certain field like Cardiothoracic and Urology which may take 4 years. Again, whether you get a place or not depends on availability of post and demand for that particular field. For example, the waiting time for Gastroenterology training can even go as far as 1-2 years.

Recently, to overcome this major problem, MOH has taken another step backwards. You can only apply for subspecialty training 1 year after you have been gazetted as a specialist. For MRCP holders, this means 2 and half years after passing MRCP (UK)!

Usually, the subspecialty training is divided into 2 parts, the first part (the first 2 years) will be done locally and the 2^nd part (remaining 1 year) will be done overseas. The MOH will provide a fully paid scholarship for overseas training of 1 year but you will be bonded for 3 years. If you have received undergraduate scholarship and Master’s scholarship, you will be bonded a total of 20 years in service!!

Singapore

One good advantage that we have is Singapore. Unfortunately, only UKM and UM undergraduate degrees are recognised in Singapore. Our Master’s degrees are NOT recognised elsewhere. Thus, we would not be able to work in Singapore with any other medical degrees or even with our Master’s degree.

However, Singapore does recognise MRCP, MRCPCH, MRCOG and MRCS. Thus, if you have any of these degrees, it supersedes the undergraduate degree and you should be able to get a job in Singapore. Singapore is also a recognised centre for MRCS Part 3 training, which you can’t do in Malaysia. So, if you have MRCS Part 1 & 2, you can go to Singapore to finish your MRCS training and sit for the Part 3.

I must say that Singapore’s postgraduate training is more structured and organised with their BST (Basic Specialist Training) and AST (Advanced Specialist Training) programmes. I have written about this in my MMA article “Back from the Future: From 1^st world to 3rd world”.

For all of you out there; budding doctors, medical students, houseofficers and medical officers; the future is very bleak for the medical field in Malaysia. The oversupply of doctors will get to you sooner or later. My advice to those who insist on doing medicine for passion is to choose an undergraduate course that is recognised internationally. Then, pursue a postgraduate degree that is also recognised internationally. If not, you will end up with a lot of frustration in the future. Jobless doctors in the future will be a reality!

p/s: entry ni panjang bebeno. =P

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ Yuyu Zulaikha-Ferrero Random GiveAway ~~

2011-04-07T14:36:00.001+08:00

Dengan ini saya mengumumkan bahawa saya nak massuk contest ni. Sebab hape? Sebab aku nak ceklat yang ditawarkan oleh cik YUYU. Ceklat yang Sodap tu bakal menjadi milik beta. *hahahaha*

Review cikit pasal CIK YUYU ni. Beta tak bape kenal cik YUYU ni tapi –this is my impression on her-

si kecil molek yang sore cam kartun (tapi sheewweet shangat). I LOIKE!!
membace belog cik yuyu dari belog NisaKay.
mempunyai name belog yang kewl.- kupukupukecik- (memang seswai dengan orangnya)

okes tu je yang beta dapat review Cik YUYU ni.

kepada CIK YUYU

sile la stay CUTE all the time. =)
sile la bagi saye menang untuk kali ini. hehehehe. saye memerlukan ceklat ituh untuk final exam saye.

p/s: ceklat ceklat idaman hati. oh I LAP u la Ferrero

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

dan ketamakan itu tidak membahagiakan

2011-04-03T19:43:00.000+08:00

mengapa harus ada ketamakan jika semua telah ditakdirkan

sabda rasulullah s.a.w "tak satu pun jiwa akan mati hingga rezeki dan ajalnya disempurnakan."

"dan segala sesuatu itu di sisi ALLAH dan ketentuannya" Ar-Ra'd :8

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

Pulang

2011-03-25T08:41:00.001+08:00

Yey pulang ke tempat asal! Boleh berbelog. ;)

Wait for me shah alam. ;)

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~

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~~ Aksesori Mak Enon giveaway ~~

2011-03-16T00:01:00.001+08:00

kontest mak enon yang wajib masok.

syarat… senang jee.

p belog mak enon ni. hamek banner tu. pastu wat post kat belog korang sendiri. senang kn? heeee

tag 5 orang

hanis
mahfuzah
nawal
bella
nabila

pe adiah? opcoz la aksesori dari MAk Enon sendiri

hadiah akan diberikan kepada 3 orang pemenang.pemenang akan ditentukan dengan cabutan nombor.

Hadiah pertama : Aksesori-aksesori bernilai RM30++

Hadiah kedua : Aksesori-aksesori bernilai RM20++

Hadiah ketiga : Aksesori-aksesori bernilai RM10++

p/s: ni la akibatnye kalo otak sudah mereng dimalam hari. nyte nyte.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ kalau berpacaran ~~

2011-03-15T22:37:00.001+08:00

kalau berpacaran original

vs cikgu shida

p/s: agak agak la video mane la yang lagi best? Cikgu shida terbaek!!!! =)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

Pedoman buat semua

2011-03-14T20:18:00.001+08:00

"sesiapa yang mengambil tanah orang lain tanpa hak walaupun sedikit maka dia pasti akan ditenggelamkan dengannya di hari kiamat sehingga ke tujuh lapis bumi"
-Riwayat Bukhari-

"Allah melaknat orang yang mengubah batu penanda batas tanah"
-Riwayat Muslim-

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~

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~~ Merong Mahawangsa yang KEWL ~~

2011-03-14T14:34:00.001+08:00

woot woot

korang mesti tau cite Merong Mahawangsa dah pon ditayangkan kat seluruh Malaysia. Persoalannya, dah p tengok ke?

gambar dari google je

my first review (sebelum tengok) :

citer ni cam menarik, poster si Stephen yang agak mantap. Tengok sneak peak (tiap kali sebelum citer bermula) sangat menarik perhatian mata ini memandang.

second review:

Member member yang sudah tengok sume kata cite ni best. (4/5), tapi ada gak r yang yang kata tak best. Tak pe pandangan orang lain lain kan. =)

third n final review (sesudah menonton):

Jalan cerita yang sungguh menarik. Buat aku paham sejarah. Rugi masa belajar sejarah dulu tak de movie macam ni. ish ish. kalo tak confirm Sejarah aku A. (tapi A gak!). Bahasa yang dorang perkatakan Melayu Klasik. (bahasa baku tu). Hero dan Heroin (pasangan serasi) pon ok la. walaupon Ummi Nazeera cam kaku sikit tapi takpe dimaafkan sebab citer best!. Watak antagonist dalam citer ni buat aku benci betol dengan die. (Khir Rahman), – good job la buat aku menyampah dengan si Kamawas (ke Mawas).

rating : 4/5 @ 9/10

p/s: oh KRU wat la citer Sejarah yang menarik lagi. Tak payah la wat citer citer merepek lagi. GOOD Quality movie

p/s/s: EN Kekaseh ni p tido plak time cter tu. Hampes. tak pe kiter tengok lagi kang. =)

p/s/s/s: TQ la encik Acap kerana membelanje kami. =)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ and I pray ~~

2011-03-11T22:50:00.001+08:00

I just can't sleep tonight, knowing that things ain't right.
It's in the papers, it's on the TV, it's everywhere that i go.
Children are crying, soldiers are dying, some people don't have a home.
But i know there's sunshine behind that rain,
I know there's good times behind that pain
Can you tell me how i can make a change?

I close my eyes, and i can see a better day,
I close my eyes and pray.

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight
Am I a sinner? Cause half my dinner, Is still there on my plate.
i got a vision, to make a difference, and it's starting today.

Cause i know there's sunshine beyond that rain,
I know there's good times beyond that pain
Heaven tell me how i can make a change.

I pray for the broken-hearted,
I pray for the life not started.
I pray for all the ones not breathing,
I pray for all the souls in need.
I pray, can you give em one today?

please click to see this video

For the believers, when an earthquake happens, when a Tsunami appears, we do not panic, nor must we cry for what has been decreed for Allah, nay, look at the power of Allah, that these same forces which cause such destruction is the same way the people of the Pharaoh, The people of Lut, and Thamud were destroyed, reflect upon these signs and you’ll know like I do, there is only a little time left for this world, fear Allah and pray for forgiveness

Allah SWT berfirman: "Katakanlah: "Siapakah yang dapat menyelamatkan kamu dari bencana di darat dan di laut, yang kamu berdoa kepada-Nya dengan rendah diri dengan suara yang lembut (dengan mengatakan: "Sesungguhnya jika Dia menyelamatkan kami dari (bencana) ini, tentulah kami menjadi orang-orang yang bersyukur" (Al-An'aam : 63)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

I can't imagine my life without Facebook-ing for 24 hours.. and Twitter too. OMG! Can't live without internet! DiGi Broadband is giving us 5X Bonuslink points now? I am forever attached to the internet! #digibroadbandbonuslink

2011-03-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

I can't imagine my life without Facebook-ing for 24 hours.. and Twitter too. OMG! Can't live without internet! DiGi Broadband is giving us 5X Bonuslink points now? I am forever attached to the internet! #digibroadbandbonuslink

From today onwards, my life is going to change. I no longer need to depend on SMS, let alone MMS. Why you ask? Because I can now be a proud owner of a

2011-03-11T19:34:00.000+08:00

From today onwards, my life is going to change. I no longer need to depend on SMS, let alone MMS. Why you ask? Because I can now be a proud owner of a

Tsunami di jepun-updated

2011-03-11T15:44:00.001+08:00

Tengah hari tadi gempa bumi berskala 8.9 telah menimpa utara jepun. Gempa bumi ni terasa sampai Beijing, China.
Sekarang plak tsunami di Sendai, Jepun. Amaran tsunami untuk hawai, taiwan (dalam masa terdekat), indonesia, australia, filipina, dll

Doakan semua makhluk muka bumi ini selamat. Ameen

p/s; news kate russia pon da kene tsunami.

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~
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Ios 4.3 is out!

2011-03-10T17:06:00.002+08:00

Halu halu...
Entry ni khas untuk pengguna keluarga apple. Software ni untuk iphone, ipod, ipad.

How to update?
First u must have latest itunes 10.2
Then just connect ur device to ur mac/pc, then update ur software..
So easy.

Best of best
- u can surf net/web with safari at highest speed an it is so fast.
- now u can share/play ur entire itunes music and video via itunes home sharing. Eg: it is on ur mac/pc u can play it on ur iphone/ipad/ipod too!! Cool.
- for ipad: u can use ipad side switch for silent mode or screen rotation lock.
- add ur personal hotspot for ur iphone so u can online in more place without wifi /3g territory.

Others: just click http://apple.com/asia/ios/ for more info.

p/s: untuk pengguna JB iphone macam saye disarankan jangan update software ni smpi ade JB 4.3 oke. Kalo x device korang da unJB la.

p/s/s: tunggu ipad2 masok msia 11/3/2011 ni. Tak sabar!

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~
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~~ what is on ur mind right now? ~~

2011-03-04T21:15:00.001+08:00

“You'll never enjoy your life, living inside the box.
You're so afraid of taking chances, how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations, force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation, it's time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground, the time is now

I'm waiting outside the lines, Try to have no regrets even if it's just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead if you keep living behind
Stuck in my same position, you deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us, just waiting to be explored

The time is now, just let it go
The world will force you to smile
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow

I'm trying to be patient, the first step is the hardest”

-greyson chances-

sometimes when we have tried so hard but did not get what we want, it must be disheartening.

p/s: untuk sampai ketahap yang sangat kukuh memerlukan banyak pengorbanan, kadang kadang kegembiraan pun akan tekorban sekali.

p/s/s: FORCE MY SELF ENJOY MY LIFE AS I CAN.

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST~!!~~

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

Blck swan drives me crazy!

2011-03-02T09:04:00.001+08:00

Hye hye..
Siapa dah nonton cter black swan lakonan Natalie Portman? Well, citer ni 18sx. So hanya yang da cukup umor je bley tengok. As usual biasa r citer omputih klo takde aksi aksi ***** tu tak sah r.

For me Nina tu sangat la obses dengan kesempurnaan. Perfectionist. Plus die tu paranoid sikit dengan orang sekeliling. Tak buley tengok org lebey ckit dr die. Last last sikap perfectionist tu memakan dr sendiri. Nak taw citer tu p la nonton kt pawagam berhampiran anda.

P/s: en kekaseh ckp cter ni cam lembab. Xpaham.

P/s/s: Natalie Portman menang aktres terbaik menerusi filem ni dalam Oscar Award. ;)

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~
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Hari pertama sekolah!

2011-02-28T21:27:00.001+08:00

Hye hye!!
Last day of february ni macam nak nulis sumthing. Da lama rasanya Tak citer pasal sekolah saye. Sekarang ni saya posting orthopedic (tulang-tulang) yang selalunya akan menjumpai orang orang yang accident, patah kaki/tangan tak pon pasal org yang diabetes kena potong kaki. Secara seriusnya saya nak ingatkan semua orang jaga kesihatan diri masing masing. Take care all. Esok lusa citer lagi!

P/s: umor baru 20 dapat taw ade kencing manis. Oh horror!

Love and hugs
~*~XoXo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oXoX~*~

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I’ll be missing u.

2011-02-25T23:03:00.001+08:00

dear sayang,

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinking of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
Ill be missing you

I loved the way you felt so strong
I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you
I miss your smile
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

Me and love

2011-02-23T00:29:00.001+08:00

The most wonderful of all things in life, I believe, is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a glowing depth, beauty, and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing, it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of Divine accident.

-Sir Hugh Walpole-

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~
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~~ whisper heart. =P ~~

2011-02-19T17:19:00.001+08:00

malam bertandang
hati berbisik mengenang
cerita derita yang daku pendam
kata menguji
cuba untuk kusudahi
berulang air mata membasahi
aku kini perlu berdiri
walau hakikatnya
pasti kan melukai
aku ingin
semua rasai
kerna pengakhirnya hidup
ku sendiri
oh Tuhan kau berikan aku
segala kekuatan
meneruskan perjalanan

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ if u r student. =) ~~

2011-02-19T10:08:00.001+08:00

ur wishlist when u need extra time.

staying up late?

when grade is really important to u.

p/s: i love being a student. =)

credit to : http://www.googlygooeys.com

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ heartie, please stay ~~

2011-02-13T18:16:00.004+08:00

Well it is good to hear your voice

Times keeps slipping by

If i could have just one wish

I wish to have you by my side

I never wanna lose you

I miss you

And i love you more than i did before

Nothing's changed

No one can take your place

Say you love me more than you did before

You are the only one that i hold on to

My heart would stop without you

I love you more than i did before

Tq dearie/sweetheart/love.
May ALLAH bless this relationship. Amin

~*~Xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxoX~*~

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Yes im in love with u!

2011-02-12T23:07:00.001+08:00

Cinta itu....
Best kalau tak selalu gaduh,
Best kalo selalu bertemu,
Seronok kalau saling faham memahami,
Happy kalau selalu gembira...

Yes im in lurve with u,
Oh buku.....

P/s: korang hingat hape ha?

P/s/s: eternity love ;)

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~

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to my boyfriends (kawan lelaki)

2011-01-30T01:34:00.000+08:00

Dear boyfriends,

Salah seorang kawan lelaki saya sudah meninggal dunia kerana Kanser Testis/ Germ Cell Tumor. Allahyarham baru berusia 23 tahun. Muda bukan? Al-fatihah disedekahkan kepada Allahyarham.

Saya sebagai bakal doktor menyarankan semua kawan kawan lelaki saya supaya menjalani pemeriksaan testis sama ada di hospital/klinik/sendiri. Kanser sekarang sudah tidak kenal usia.

Please take care of your health!

Minggu ni je suda ade 3 orang yang ku kenal meninggal dunia. Pelajar meninggal kerana kemalangan jalan raya di PUNCAK ALAM, Nenda kekaseh hati meninggal kerana sakit tua, Bekas pelajar KTT meninggal kerana Germ Cell Tumor. Al-fatihah untuk semua yang telah pergi meninggalkan kita. Semoga keluarga allahyarham tabah. AMEEN.

** terbaru : rakan mangsa kemalangan kat puncak alam ni pon turut meninggal dunia dalam perjalanan ke hospital. AMBULANS sungguh lambat. 2 jam baru sampai. (ni yang nak marah ni.) patient da develop internal bleeding. Da ilang BANYAK darah. aye rase sangat terkilan sebab dapat tolong mangsa sikit je. Masa tolong die tu muka da sangat bengkak. (fluid overload). INALILLAH… **

P/s: HIDUP INI SINGKAT. GUNAKAN IA SEBAIKNYA.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

sukehati

2011-01-29T13:56:00.001+08:00

holla!!. wa rase wa suke ar template baru ni!. macam best jerk. pasni nak synchronize kan sume link dalam belog ni! Takde ar serabut sangat.

tu gambar untuk next post. Stay Tuned!

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ best ke masok majalah? ~~

2011-01-29T00:06:00.001+08:00

holla! tu gambar dari Majalah REMAJA. Tak sangka babe!!, ade gak terselit muka aku yang cumey ni. hahaha. =) huh tu jangan riak. masok remaja sekali jerk! thanks la kat Murni Ismail yang mengajak aku ke Finale Dewi Remaja aritu.

BTW korang mesti taw kan yang Neelofa yang menang Dewi Remaja 2010, 2nd place goes to Ixara (seyes dia sangat COMEY) dan yang 3rd tu Sha (medical student-satu satunya peserta berbangsa India). Kami datang sebab nak support Anzalna Nasir. Anzalna member kepade Murni Ismail. =).

okes habis da membebel pasal ni.Kang xpasal pasal aku dilabel poyos plak. hahaha.

till then, ede mase aku membebel laen pulak!.

p/s: Aritu jumpe kawan kawan baru, Fara Kareem (model) dan Elza. nice to meet u gurls =)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ under my umbrella ~~

2011-01-28T13:09:00.001+08:00

update soon. i need rainbow for life.

stay tuned!

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

Tiada entry lagi

2011-01-19T16:49:00.001+08:00

Hoi hoi eyh salam satu malaysia semua,
Perasan tak sejak 2011 bermula belog ni tak de entri langsung sebab malas nak update. Banyak bende yang kene diselesaikan.
Esok cuti so i will update uall more!!

xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox

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~~ last day, last post of 2010 ~~

2010-12-31T20:09:00.001+08:00

salam peeps

Dear 2010,

Thanks to those who hated me, u have made me become stronger person

Thanks to those who LOVED me, u made my heart bigger

Thanks to those who envied me, u made my self esteem grow

Thanks to those who CARED, u made me feel important

Thanks to those who worried, u let me know that u care

Thanks to those who LEFT, u showed me that not everything is immortal

Thanks to those who stayed, u showed me the meaning of true friends

Thanks to those who entered my life, u made me who i am TODAY.

wish ALL of u HAPPY NEW YEAR. May ALLAH bless us for another more year. =)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

When my bff get married

2010-12-19T12:26:00.001+08:00

Salam semua,

Currently aku kat umah pengantin belah lelaki. Menunggu pengantin perempuan bersiap.

Sungguh tak sangka die kawen dulu. Mase sekolah bercintun bagai nak rak. Heee. ;)

Semalam cik ekha & en amin selamat diijabkabulkan pada 11.30 pagi di masjid al amin seksyen 17, shah alam.

Pesanan kepada pengantin
: selamat pengantin baru. Semoga berbahgia ke akhir hayat. Hope dpt anak cepat2. Ameeen ;)

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nasaruddin_oxox~*~

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~~ attention ~~

2010-12-11T11:22:00.001+08:00

dear peeps/babes/bros

i will having my end of posting examination on 13-15 December 2010. Wish me best of luck.

to ALL my fellow friends.. good luck. May ALLAH bless us. =)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ selamat tahun baru ~~

2010-12-06T20:00:00.000+08:00

salam semua. =)

untuk ummat islam nampaknya dah bertambahlah kalendar kita. hari ini masuknya tahun 1432 hijrah. mari sama sama pasang niat untuk tahun ni. jangan lupa baca doa awal tahun. =)

harapan tahun baru islam ni.

- semoga tahun ini adalah tahun yang lebih baik dari tahun yang sebelumnya.

buat pembaca :

Ya ALLAH, Sempena awal muharam ini Engkau muliakan dan sayangilah pembaca ini, berkatilah keluarganya, sihatkan tubuh badannya, limpahkan rezeki yang halal untuknya, jauhkan dirinya daripada fitnah dan penganiayaan, penghinaan. Makbulkanlah doa seta cita citanya yang murni. Ameen ya rabbal a’lamin.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

melaka oh melake!

2010-11-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

salam semua!
melaka sekarang memang sudah maju. ok aku menjadi batak pulak bile naek taming sari siap bagi bekalan makanan. hebat2. xpayah aku susah2 p beli mcd kat sebelah taming sari tu.

fuh! melaka memang suda maju wooo! siap ade monorail lagi. ok tepegun jap. sudah lame x p melaka ni. ye ar aku posting kat hosp. so hidup aku di melaka ni hanyala ulang alik resort-hosp. takde life! tapi aku bukan nerd ;p

berbalik kat citer melake aku ni, sesungguhnye aku sangatla terharu kat kekaseh hati yang datang ke melaka ni. terharu gilers! ;) Sebenarnya aku nak maen layang layang kat pantai klebang tu. tapi hampa! sebab hujan rintik rintik air bergelora. oh ye pantai klebang da xbest! jauh na nak sampai pantai! huh!
da kecewa nak maen layang layang terus pegi ke equestrian park.(tempat orang naek kude). kawan aku murni ismail (si faymes ni) naek kuda! macam best je kuda tu. hehehe ;)

pastu p bandar melaka yang da ditambak! naek menara taming sari, p dataran pahlawan, naek ferris wheel, dan makan seafood di limbongan! gilers sedap! mahu makan lagi! balik ke resort dengan perut yang suda kenyang! alhamdulillah ;)

terima kasih buat encik kekaseh hati yang sanggup ke melaka! len kali kiter p lagi ;). 1/2 day kat melaka ni unplanned sebenarnya.

p/s: next station??? xtaw ;) excited!!!!

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

kurang ajar punye mak.

2010-11-25T00:51:00.000+08:00

salam

citer bersamamu malam tadi benar benar menyentuh hati saye. sedey nye. sanggup seorang ibu yang mengandungkan anak 9 bulan menyimbah acid. JAHAT sungguh. sesungguhnye anda (mak), memang tiada sifat belas kasihan. memang ko tak sayang anak. hanye kerana geran tanah yang tak seberape tu kau sanggup buat camtu. hampeh punye ibu.

nasib baik ade adik dan kawan yang baik hati sanggup tolong die. Banyak pahala yang korang dapat.

p/s: sedangkan ramai orang buang anak, inikan pula kes mak simbah acid. manusia memang sudah gila.

p/s/s: semoga ALLAH merahmati kehidupan beliau. AMin.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ kisah disebalik ULEK MAYANg ~~

2010-11-24T16:49:00.001+08:00

salam..

korang mesti pernah dengar ulek mayang kan? tapi kebende lak ulek mayang tu? sape pulak la puteri tujuh yang dipuja puja tu. kalo ikut mr GOOGLE, ulek mayang ni tarian pemujaan untuk tok pawang memanggil puteri untuk membaikkan pesakit yang sakit. Ini zaman dulu dulu sebelum ade Dokter. Ye la orang dulu kan lebey percaye bomoh. Ade setengah bomoh betol tapi sekarang ramai gile bomoh tipu. so jangan tertipu. =)

ni ke puteri tujuh yang diperkatekan?

Persembahan ni menggunakan mayang pinang – untuk pemujaan, memanggil puteri tujuh. sebab tu ulik ‘mayang’. Dalam peranannya menyembuhkan penyakit, pawang akan menggunakan mayang pinang yang masih lagi dalam seludangnya dan tidak boleh menggunakan mayang pinangnya seludang sudah pecah, sebiji guri tembaga atau batil yang berisi air, sebatang lilin yang diperbuat dari sarang dan madu lebah, bertih padi (bertih jantan), kemenyan dan beberapa kuntum bunga, biasanya bunga cempaka, melati dan melor. Lilin dinyalakan dan kemudiannya diletakkan dalam batil atau guri tembaga yang berisi air. – huh takot x?

Apabila sampai waktunya maka pawang membakar kemenyan yang siap dengan bara api, dan seterusnya melihat arah asap yang sekaligus memberi petunjuk bahawa arah itulah nanti penyakit akan dibuang dan dari arah yang berlawanan pula ”Puteri Tujuh Beradik” dipanggil bagi menyempurnakan proses pengubatan. Sewaktu prosesinya dijalankan, ianya diiringi oleh seloka dan pantun oleh rakan-rakan pesakit yang lainnya. Persembahan ini dilakukan beramai-ramai terutamanya pada waktu malam bulan purnama di tepi pantai dengan membuat bulatan dan dukun atau pawang yang memegang mayang pinang duduk di tengah-tengah dan pada peringkat awalnya tidak ada alat muzik yang mengiringi persembahan ini.

mostly pemujaan dilakukan waktu malam. pernah juga la bulu roma ni naik bile lagu ulek mayang ni berkumandang kat laptop ni. fuh gile seram. banyak sangat cter pasal ulek mayang ni. korang boley la google sendiri.

credit to : ulek mayang

p/s: ni la akibatnye kalo dok kat resort asyk bukak tv tengok citer ulek mayang tiap 4.30 petang. xde keje betol!. hahahha

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

Pagi ini cerah

2010-11-23T10:15:00.001+08:00

Salam.
Kepade semua calon calon spm yang menjalani peperiksaan hari ini.. Goodluck k!!!

Tips: bace soalan betol betol. Jawab ape yang disuruh je ye. Jangan lupe bace yaasin, berdoa.

p/s; owh rhindu!

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~

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Location:Sungai Udang,Malaysia

Lagu chinta saye. ;)

2010-11-20T14:03:00.002+08:00

Kaulah bidadari dalam hidupku
Yang selalu hadir di dalam mimpiku
Bunga yang selalu harungi hariku
Anugerah tuhan yang sempurnakanku

bila kau jauh aku selalu rindu
bila kau dekat hatikan berbunga

Ku akan selalu menjadi bintangmu
Menerangi gelap dan mimpimu
Aku setia di sini mengusap tangismu
Menemani sunyi di hatimu

p/s: ni edisi muntah. Btw i loike this song!! Sgt sheweet. ;)

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~

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Location:Lorong Cakera Purnama 12/13e,Kuala Selangor,Malaysia

hari lembu!

2010-11-17T05:14:00.000+08:00

salam semua umat islam,
disini saye miszhelena nadrah nak mengucapkan selamat hari raya korban.
semoga anda berjaya mengorbankan segala yang perlu di korbankan.
untuk yang menunaikan haji, semoga mendapat haji yang mabrur.

p/s: lembu, kerbau, kambing mesti berbangge esok hari dorg.. hahahha. (padahal cuak kot. buat buat majok xnk kne sembelih ;))

~*~xoxo_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_oxox~*~

Mobile Blogging from here.

~~ 25 random things about me ~~

2010-11-13T12:51:00.001+08:00

"once you have been tagged,you are supposed to write a note with 25 random,things,facts or goal about you.at the end,choose 5 people to be tagged.you have to tagged the person who tagged you.if i tag you,its because i want to know more about you."

tagged by Nawal shahirah

khairunnisa nadrah : named by aya (ezrina farrah)
will be finishing her study in 1 1/2 years
born in HTAR, Klang.
im Selangorian.
23 years old (this year)
likes red, pink and black.
sometimes tend to be EMO
have red car (22th birthday)
have an awesome family. understanding and loving
taken but not married.
have a GREAT boyfriend
loves to wear big eye contact lens
does not loike to wear makeup (later kot)
love evening dress
loike high heels.
loike carlo rino bags and shoes
have pink DELL laptop and iphone 3gs
really loikes country songs
Fan of SITI NURHALIZA.
loike korean drama
fan of Gossip Girl, One tree hill. (never missed those series)
always buy (intrend, Cleo, Seventeen, Eh) every month
wanna get married before 26
wanna have child before 30
wanna be Neurosurgeon/Neurologist (insyaALLAH)

tag

hanis

ekha

mahfuzah

irine

fatin

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ saye mahu ke MIFW! ~~

2010-11-04T00:20:00.001+08:00

salam semua

kebende la MIFW tu ek? korang taw ke? ke korang buat buat tak tau? hee takpe takpe. =)

Sejak menjadi ahli bidadari nuffnang ni (evangelist) MAXIS ni rase cam tak nak curang lagi dengan MAXIS. U always the best eventhough have a lot of problem. Sayang Maxis sebab da hampir 7 tahun bergelumang dalam dunia MAXIS. =)

back to point. MIFW tuh Malaysia-International Fashion Week (MIFW).

Kali ni adelah kali ke-lapan Malaysia-International Fashion Week (MIFW) niyh. Event nih bakal berlangsung pada 2-6 November 2010 (which starts Tuesday/ 2 days ago). So saye dengan suke hatinye mahu mendapatkan pass masuk ke event best niyh.

info:

The MIFW Gala is all about glitz and glamour, where designers such as Tengku Syahmi, Jonathan Liang, Syaiful Baharim, Kavita, Radzuan Radziwill and Bernard Chandran will be showcased on the catwalk. Details of the Gala are as below:

Date: 6 November 2010 (Saturday)
Time: 8.00 pm
Venue: Centre Court, Pavilion KL
Dress Code: Formal, Red Carpet Glamour

saye bukanlah fashionista. saye seorang budak yang tak paham ape itu fesyen. =).

p/s: nak pegi jalan jalan =). nak tiket pree bley?

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ officially 23 ~~

2010-10-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

happy b-day to me.

my lifetime wish:

been loved by somebody, families and friends
graduate MBBS at the age of 25.
get married before 27

23th wish

being lovable person, learn to forgive and forget.
pass 4th year with flying colors.
happy always instead of being EMO

tq to all friends (hi-skool, matrician, KTTian, CUCMSian), families (cuzie, uncle & aunties), who wish me on 22 OCTOBER 2010. i heart all of u. MAY ALLAH BLESS me in everything i do.

AMEEN

p/s: I am Me. just the way i am =)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ jika anda umat Muhammad s.a.w, wajib bace ~~

2010-10-19T09:38:00.001+08:00

salam semua,

entry berbahasa melayu. =) <menggunakan bahasa kebangsaan, SAYE BANGGA JADI ANAK MALAYSIA>. petikan/cerita ini sebenarnya dah banyak kat internet. hanya sekadar renungan dan peringatan buat semua sahabat yang kabur pandangan dan penglihatannya seperti saya. Jikalau entri ini dianggap keji/fitnah, ampunkan saya. Saya hanyalah hamba-Nya (ALLAH) yang tidak sempurna.

pernah lihat the arrival? Dokumentari khas dari Noreagaaa and Achernahr.

mahu lihat? download sendiri. kesemua video ini mungkin akan mencelikkan pandangan anda yang selama ini dikaburi dari pandangan mata kita.

the arrival

download kesemua video the arrival

mungkin semua ini bohong. jika anda tidak percaya, buka dan bacalah al-quran nur karim yang selama ini kita agung agung kan.

kisah : tasik Galilee

Nama lain bagi tasik ini ialah:
- Lake of Gennesaret
- Lake Kinneret
- Sea of Tiberias

Ada 1 hadis Sahih yang saya sengaja tiada tunjukkan di sini, memberitahu saya dan anda semua, bahawa bila keringnya tasik ini,maka tunggulah kamu akan turunnya Al-Masih Isa, Itulah saatnya dan perhatikan lah tasik ini sebagai antara sempadan begitu hampirnya tanda2 besar...

Carilah hadis sahih ini sampai dapat,dan bila anda tahu dan menjumpai hadis ini,di ketika anda tahu itu, anda pasti dalam ketakutan yang amat sangat, menjadi kerisauan saya sekarang ialah,tasik ini sudah pun kering dengan derasnya setiap hari turun beberapa milimeter sejak tahun 2000 masihi lagi, dan 9 tahun telah pun berlalu...

Saudara serumpun ku...
anda semua harus beringat,bila tasik ini kering, maka itulah saat di mana Nabi Isa akan turun ke planet bumi,membantu imam mahdi, memburu dajjal ke seluruh pelusuk bumi. dan aku ingatkan lagi, hadis ini amatlah sahih,sedangkan tiada 1 ulamak di tanah Melayu pun berani membongkar hadis sahih ini, dengan kata lain, mereka tahu tapi mereka kekurangan berani, kerana hakikat itu jelas, tasik galilee sedang kering dengan lajunya, dan mengikut kajian sains, tasik ini akan kering dalam tempoh masa 50 tahun sahaja dan menemui dasarnya,

dan ketika itulah Nabi Isa turun.dan anda semua kena faham, sebelum Nabi Isa turun dalam tempoh 50 tahun akan datang (plus-minus), sudah pastilah proses2 untuk menjadi ASBAB perlunya baginda turun, ASBAB itu mestilah terjadi, ini bermakna wahai tuan2...

Proses ini "sepatutnya" sudah berlaku:

tasik galilee sedang mengering dengan derasnya setiap hari...
- ini bermakna sistem dajal akan mencapai kemuncaknya (yang membolehkan dajal muncul dengan sempurna)
- bila dajjal akan keluar itu kita tak pasti, namun semua tanda kecil & fitnah yang membolehkan dia keluar itu sudah pun wujud di sekeliling kita
- anda kena faham, banyak hadis sahih mengatakan pemuda hensem dari timur itu dilantik menjadi imam mahdi adalah dalam sekitar umurnya mencecah 40 tahun....
- dan ini bermakna, adalah amat saya yakini, bahawasanya, pemimpin hensem dari timur itu sudah pun berada di kalangan kita,
samada baginda di saat ini baru dilahirkan? atau masih kanak2 ? atau sedang belajar di sekolah menengah, atau pun sedang dalam alam remaja, kita tak pasti...

ingatlah, saya menyampaikan mesej ini di dalam forum ini melainkan untuk mengajak kamu semua langsaikan hutang secepat mungkin sebelum nibiru melintasi orbit kita, kerana atas sebab lintasan itulah, maka gerhana matahari & gerhana bulan akan berlaku serentak, dan kamu wahai orang muslim, tentu di saat itu sedar, bahawa di masa 2-3 tahun lepas, ada manusia pernah memberitahu anda tentang ahal ini, namun anda mungkin terlambar di saat itu...
-dan kerana itulah saya hadir untuk menyelamatkan ramai traders dan ramai dari mereka dapat kaut untung yang banyak dan dapat langsaikan hutang dunia sebelum saat itu tiba...

Ingatla saudara2 ku...
Mereka ber-3 akan muncul selang silih sahaja, dan mereka ber-3 berkongsi gelaran yang sama, mereka ber-3 adalah manusia belaka, 2 daripada mereka mendapat rahmat berupa umur yang panjang, sedangkan 1 dari mereka ber-3 berumur pendek tapi dapat meminpin dunia.

Ketahuilah mereka ber-3 ialah:
- Al Masih Imam Mahdi
- Al Masih Dajjal
- Al Masih Isa

Ingatlah kawan2...
sekiranya umur anda adalah sekitar 20 han 30 han (pada hari ini),
percayalah, dalam tempoh 50 tahun ini sahaja, semua tanda2 untuk munculnya tanda2 besar, pasti 100% muncul di zaman anda, samada anda ditakdirkan untuk mati sebelum peristiwa itu muncul, atau anak2 anda yang bakal berhadapan dengan ujian itu, ketahuilah, tasik galilee sudah pun mulai mengering sejak tahun 2000 masihi lagi, dan proses pengeringan ini amat dasyat sehingga yahudi2 di Israel meminta bantuan dunia untuk menaikkan kembali aras tasik galilee ini, dan 9 tahun sudah pun berlalu, ada baki lagi 41 tahun (plus-minus) sebelum turunnya Nabi Isa ke planet bumi,dan anda harus ingat...!!!

Sekali lagi saya anda ingatkan,
bila Nibiru melalui nanti (diteorikan), 2 gerhana planet akan berlaku (diselidiki), iaitu bulan dan matahari (dari pandangan mata di permukaan bumi), dan (teori 2 gerhana pada tahun 80 han "akan bergabung" teori gerhana tahun 2012), dan sekiranya teori ini benar2 berlaku, maka sahlah dan lengkaplah semua tanda2 kecil, dan kehadiran tanda2 besar pasti berlaku tanpa berlaku.

KAJIAN SAINS:
Setelah saya membuat kajian, sekiranya kehadiran planet besar ini dan melintas di antara orbit bumi & matahari, gelombang2 pancaran akan keluar, dan menjahanamkan semua sistem2 dunia yang menggunakan elektronik atau pancaran api,dan ini bermakna, semua apa sahaja jentera langit dan bumi,asalkan yang mempunyai saluran elektrik, akan dengan sendirinya tidak berfungsi, satelit, jet pejuang, kapal laut enjin fuel system, kereta api, motorsikal, kereta kebal, tenaga elektrik, henfon, playstation tidak akan langsung berfungsi lagi, dan anda akan kembali ke zaman sebelum tibanya elektrik.

Ini pesanan saya lagi...
=tiada 1 hadis pun menerangkan yang manusia akhir zaman berperang dengan alat2 yang selain pernah nabi sendiri pakai= sekiranya kajian saya di atas, maka sahla, apa sahaja teknologi moden hari ini, persenjataan tercanggih, akan menjadi tidak aktif dan collapse.maka hidup anda pada selepas peristiwa besar ini berlaku,adalah 1 kehidupan di mana anda bakal hidup di zaman sebelum hadirnya elektrik, manusia akan kembali kepada fitrah semula, dan mana2 manusia yang tinggal di bandar, adalah manusia yang paling rugi di kala itu, kerana bandar yang duduki itu sedang tenggelam, kerana itulah kita kena bina perkampungan Muslim, seperti banyak yang ada di tanah Melayu.

Kepada semua angkatan Teknik_Keris,saya pernah pesan gunakan duit untung trading untuk:

melangsaikan hutang dunia

membeli tanah di pedalaman

menguasai sungai2 dan pinggiran gunung

membeli kuda 1 orang 2 ekor

mengasah pedang dan mencanai keris

menguasai kembali teknik pancutan iaitu MEMANAH

dan kembali mengajar anak2 kamu semua berenang

Ketahuilah,
kita ada tak sampai 41 tahun aje lagi sebelum tasik galilee kering sepenuhnya, kita ada hanya purata 41 tahun aje lagi sebelum turunnya Nabi Isa ke planet Bumi ini, dan anda kena faham lagi sekali, sebelum Nabi Isa itu turun, sudah pastilah Imam Mahdi itu sudah pun ada di keliling kita, dan sudah pastilah peperangan besar pasti terjadi, dan sudah semestinya lah akibat perang itu, dngan sebab sistem yang lengkap di keliling kita, meyebabkan Dajjal itu pasti juga akan keluar,
a kawan2...
dajjal akan muncul dulu sebelum turunnya Nabi isa, dn Imam Mahdi akan muncul dulu sebelum Dajjal keluar dari Khurasan,sekali lagi saya ingatkan,anda hanya ada 41 tahun lebih sahaja sebelum 1 tanda besar pertama keluar,

bila 1 tanda besar keluar,maka lengkaplah semua tanda2 kecil,
bila 1 tanda besar keluar,akan datang tanda2 besar seterusnya tanpa ragu2...

Dan ingatlah wahai Muslimin,
doa Nabi Ibrahim makbul sehingga akhir zaman,dari susurgalur bagindalah berakhirnya Rasul terakhir Nabi Muhammad,dari susurgalur Nabi Muhammad lah,akan munculnya pemuda hensem bernama Muhammad Bin Abdullah (di zaman kita "mungkin"),yang mana dia sendiri tak tahu dia adalah bakal Imam Mahdi,percayalah,di dalam darahnya ada kombinasi DNA Nabi Ibrahim & DNA Nabi Muhammad,kerana mereka berdua dari keturunan yang sama,sedangkan Mahdi adalah waris dari keturunan yang tak pernah meninggalkan Solat,

carilah balik doa Nabi Ibrahim itu, (ada dalam Alquran)dan kerana itulah,Solat 5 Waktu di tahiyat akhir,akan selalu kita bacakan nama 2 Nabi itu.

Pesanan Terakhir,

langsaikan hutang secepat mungkin,

tinggalkan bandar kalau anda sudah ada tanah baru di pedalaman,

kumpulkan kain2 yang tahan lama,

ternak dan gembala kambing,

ajar anak anak menunggang kuda,

simpan cermin mata anda sebaik mungkin,

banyakkan mencetak sebelum tibanya hari tiada elektrik,

banyakkan menulis dan berpesan pada jiran sebelah,

latihkan anak2 Melayu kita dengan kemahiran memanah,

banyakkan berenang di waktu petang,

minta maaf pada saudara2 dekat dan saudara2 jauh,
kita kena cepat mintak maaf (kerana apa pun boleh jadi bila Dajal menguasai hari)

Kalau perlu,
sila sebar2kan nasihat di atas kepada semua Muslimin yang pandai berbahasa Melayu.

petikan dari Megat Panji Alam, Teknik Keris

sekadar renungan bersama, buka mata, buka hati.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ entry khas ~~

2010-10-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

buat kekaseh hati kesayangan, Khairul Azri Anuar BUSUK!

happy birthday yang ke 23.

semoga menjadi seorang kapten yang KOOL!! (ok die saye punye. yang laen shuhshuh..), kekal menjadi anak yang baek, kekaseh hati yang kool dan hebat, KURUS dengan cepat!, dan hamba ALLAH yang sangat tunduk pada suruhannye. (AMEEN..)

walau anda jauh dimate tapi tetap dihatiku =)

p/s: harapan die: nak samboot besday ngn saye. (chomel x? hahaha)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ chenta ~~

2010-10-17T14:06:00.001+08:00

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ wake me up when september ends ~~

2010-09-30T13:58:00.000+08:00

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

berakhirlah ceritera bulan september, Maka bermulalah ceritera october

p/s: bulan october ramai yang kawen, lahir.. (including me)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

DiGi iPhone 4 Real

2010-09-27T16:30:00.001+08:00

DAY 3:

salam.

kembali lagi dalam episode saye, Iphone dan DIGI. Korang mesti teruja nak dapatkan iphone 4G ni kan? Huh sape xnak iphone yang terBAEK ni!. tapi ku kira mesti korang terpikir camne la nak amek iphone, nak pilih network (DIGI ka MAXIS @ Prepaid). Setahu saye setakat hari ini hanya Maxis dan DIGI saje yang menawarkan Iphone 4G ni. Dan tentulah ade pro dan cons kn!. =)

Setiap orang ade pilihan masing masing, and me too. Saye memilih DIGI daripada MAXIS. sape yang xsetuju dengan pilihan saye ignore je k. =)

PELAN DIGI

Kenape saye Lebey suke DIGI?

firstly pelan DIGI ade 3. SEBAB saye suke digi kerana NO EXTRA CHARGE ye.

pelan 1: 88 now 58 je (saye akan pilih PLAN ni)
pelan 2: 138 now 88 jer
pelan 3: 238 now 158 je

Secondly, sekarang DIGI pon da WIDE COVERAGE. so Gunelah DIGI dimana jua anda berade. =)
thirdly saye akan pilih LOWEST plan yang sangat sesuai dengan keadaan saye. Ye r saye student. xde income. So tiap tiap bulan xde r kopak duit kn. =)
forthly, sekarang bukan saje buley beli iphone dengan cash, tapi juge dengan kad kredit. and bulan bulan hanya autobiling. yang penting kenar ade duit dalam akaun untuk mengelakkan line dipotong!. =)
fively and finale : SAYE MEMANG SUKE PLAN DIGI. nak iphone plzzz =)

PLAN MAXIS

p/s: DIGI, ur smartest choice. UNTUK STUDENT AJE!

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

DiGi iPhone 4 Play

2010-09-27T15:04:00.001+08:00

DAY 2

salam….

kembali ke kontest iphone dari digi. kali niyh pasal APPS a.k.a aplikasi iphone yang sungguh menarik perhatian saye.

Facebook

tipu r kalo korang cakap korang x selalu sangat log in facebook. Sebagai seorang facebookmanic macam saye (addicted), mesti akan log in apps ni tiap masa di mane jua. =)

twitterholic

apps ni pon menarik perhatian sebab kat sini buley mengupload gambar, menghupdate status tiap masa. share some thoughts, Sebab xkan korang nak hupdate status 2,3 minit sekali kat facebook kan? nanti orang mesti kate korang gile. hahahah.

formspring

apps ni plak macam Maps r yang menunjukkan jejak korang. Bagi saye apps ni bley jadi memori. So xde la korang lupe korang p mane tiap hari. Tapi jage jage ye, takot stalker plak ikut korang.=)

merck manual

apps ni memg akan dibuka setiap kali class/BST. Apps ni sesuwai ntok medical student yang nak review/ flash back ape yang korang da belajar. Sekadar untuk revision. Sesuai ntok Medical student yang malas macam saye. =)

camera+

sesuai untuk orang yang ade iphone tapi xde DSLR. Ye r mahal kot kamera kewl tu. Tapi dengan apps ni, gambar pon buley jadik sejibik macam DSLR. So xrugi r kalo ade iphone. =)

Sebenarnye ade banyak lagi apps yang sungguh kewl dan menarik. But ni sume my TOP 5 apps yang sungguh kewl, saye gunekan tiap masa dimane jua.

p/s: kan best kalo bley online tiap masa dimanajua. Betol x DIGI? heee

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

DiGi iPhone 4 Me

2010-09-27T08:14:00.000+08:00

salam,

Bila Iphone 4G datang Malaysia, semua orang sangat menggilakan nye. Hampir menjadi orang Gile kerana Iphone (bukan saye). Member member plak dok kate iphone 4 ni banyak masalah, lambat.. tapi saye rase banyak masalah telah diatasi.. kan kan kan. (ok benci sape yang da beli iphone 4G dulu.)

Kenape saye nak iphone 4g? Kenapa perlu Iphone 4g? Kenape beria-ria nak iphone 4g??

Sebab…… iphone 4g Bestttt (sile ikut gaye iklan petronas-kenape saye suke rumah saye)

Sebagai pelajar yang kewl, maka iphone 4G ni bley menjadikan saye lebey kewl. Dengan aplikasi yang best, camera yang tiptop, display yang kewl dan design yang menarik menyebabkan saye mahukan iphone. Dengan iphone 4G + Digi, kadar bulanan yang murah membolehkan saye berhubung dengan semua orang. Boleh juga ber’facebook’ di mana saje (termasok dalam class- ini bukan tabiat saye. heee)

akhir kata dari saye!!!

p.s: menjadi gila kerana iphone!

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

Raye versi 1

2010-09-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

Salam semua ;)
Amacam raye korang? Best? Almost 2 weeks beraye and now baru nak upload/citer pasal rayeku 2010. Lets enjoy mine!

Raye pertama! (oh abaikan almari yang bersepah itu- semak)

Duit raye! pemberian ikhlas daripada orang orang =)

Raye ke 2 :) .

Raye ke berape xtaw

@ niesa –PD

Bella house

@dr latif house ;)

~*~xoxo_miszkhairunnisa nadrah @iphone3gs_oxox~*~

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2010-09-16T09:12:00.001+08:00

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~~ tonite ~~

2010-09-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

XOXO

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ kini tinggal kenangan ~~

2010-09-12T22:29:00.001+08:00

Sekali lagi ku terdengar suara takbir rasa menyelubungi.
Bila ku sendiri, ku masih bermimpikan hilai tawa itu.
Walaupun hanya sesaat ku merasakannya.

Kini yang tinggal hanya pusara sebagai penawar bisa ini agar bercahaya.
Aku mampu berdoa. Ini takdir yang maha esa. Di pagi raya

Terbayang kenangan indah tika bersama, keluhuran di wajahmu ku kenang selalu

Andai ku meniti sebuah cinta sejati. Aidilfitri jadi saksi tulus hati ini

Rindu yang telah pergi, membawa satu memori, menjadi satu coretan cinta

Di pagi syawal ini tertitis airmataku, Memandang potret wajah dirimu

Di pagi raya

bile dengar lagu ini sangat sedey. raye kali ni terase sangat sedey. xmacam raye yang lepas2. tiada lagi kegembiraan menyambut aidilfitri. arwah nenda meninggalkan kami 3 tahun lepas. Meninggal dunia di pagi hari 1st aidilfitri. (alfatihah)

terasa syahdu bile sume orang pulang ke kg tp kami beraya di bandar. tidak bersama sama carik buluh buat lemang, buat ketupat, rendang…. semoga ini adelah aidilfitri yang terakhir ku bersedey. AMIN….

p.s: entry emo hari raye.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ selamat hari raya ~~

2010-09-11T07:29:00.001+08:00

salam sahabat semua

beta ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya kepada semua musllimin dan muslimat. Semoga lebaran kali ini menyatukan kembali kasih yang lama terpisah. AMIN.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ august - september babies ~~

2010-09-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

wish all my besties

may ALL ur wish come true.semoge cepat kawen. panjang umoq n murah rejeki. AMIN.

21 august 2010

mafatima turns 25.

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25 august 2010

aya a.k.a ezrina farrah turns 23

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3 Sept 2010

cik Irine nadia Marcello turns 18

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4 sept 2010

nawal shahirah turns 23.

p.s: sowie ye cik nawal n cik irine. guwa mengopy gambo luolang dari pacebook. peace yall.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ iftar 2010 ~~

2010-09-05T14:25:00.001+08:00

SMKS24

venue : MAYA’s house (TTDI JAYA)

members: OLSKEWL members

(nawal, bella, faizal, pqa, fysha, nana, didy, yaya, maya, ummi)

2. CUCMS

venue : Carls Jr

orang yang terlibat: mafatima, mamat, saye

3. Matriks Melaka (05/06)

venue: restoran BBST, Golden palm tree Sepang Gold coast.

orang yang terlibat: ex-matrik (KMM 04/05)

4. Iftar wif kesayangan.

venue: tony roma & baskin robbin (sunway pyramid)

yang terbabit: encik I, saye :)

5. kiteorang (exmatrik 05/06)

venue: popeye’s mid VALEY

yang terlibat: saye, syeda, apis, krel, 2 more

(sorry xde gambo.)

6. iftar bersama kesayangan 2

venue: e@curve

yeng terlibat: encik I dan saye

p/s: supposely berbuke bersama sama member (mafatima, ain halim, kak ros, ida). next year kite bebuke bersame ye. promise.. =)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ hari raya ~~

2010-09-05T10:05:00.001+08:00

RAYA: 4 HARI SAJE LAGI.

SELAMAT HARI RAYE. MAAP ZAHIR BATIN. JEMPOOTLA DATANG BERAYE DIRUMAH :)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ 10 thing i love about malaysia. ~~

2010-08-31T21:32:00.001+08:00

SALAM SATU MALAYSIA,

Everyone is related - “Hello, aunty. Hello, uncle.” Are you related to them? No. Are you close friends with them so you’re pretty much family? No. Have you ever met this person in your life? No. Whether it’s a taxi driver or security guard, isn’t it endearing how Malaysians diminish the distance between strangers? I put it down to the sense of community and brotherhood we’ve always been exposed to. I believe this is also the reason why Malaysians are so well-loved around the world.
Pull-table culture - Malaysians share a strong sense of camaraderie so i’m sure you’ve bore witness to or even taken part of this activity countless of time. You and a group of friends or workmates go out together, but there isn’t enough space around one table, so what does the clever Malaysian do? Merge two tables together! It’s truly an amiable trait that Malaysians will do whatever shifting is necessary so that nobody is ever left behind or left out.
Opinionated (silently) - Some people may think that Malaysia’s multicultural society is a recipe for disaster. How could people so different live in such harmony? I can sum it up in one word - tolerance. Malaysians are one of the most tolerant people you’ll ever meet; we’d rather give someone the benefit of the doubt than cause conflict or fuss. This is the same reason why we aren’t often seen as openly opinionated people. Don’t be fooled though, being the resourceful people that we are, we have some insightful feedback to share - all you have to do is ask! We’ll even promise to tolerate you is you disagree.
Let’s get loud! - I think Malaysians are quite an enthusiastic tribe of people, wouldn’t you agree? Whether it’s a chatting with fellow colleague in the lift or meeting friends for coffee after work, we get very passionate about what we’re saying. Packed with emotion, conversations are full of gusto, facial expressions and of course epic hand gestures. It’s no wonder why Malaysians are often the life of a party as we are trained storytellers and skilled in the art of entertaining!
“Have you eaten?” - Some people say “good morning”, other say “hello”, Malaysians ask a more important question: “is your belly full?” In Malay it’s “dah makan?”in Tamil it’s “sapa de?” in Cantonese it’s “sek bao mei?”in Hokkien it’s “jia bah boi?” and the list goes on. Maybe we had it right all along, after all a satisfied tummy is a happy one, so instead of asking how your day’s been, Malaysian’s gauge it from your eating habits! Better still, if they notice you’ve been less than chirpy, they wouldn’t hesitate to make your day by taking you for a teh tarik and a nasi lemak.
“Got discount, ah?” - Let’s get on thing straight, Malaysians aren’t cheap, we just like a good bargain! Buyers and sellers both know this so there’s absolutely no harm in asking for a wee discount. It’s in the Malaysian blood. You’ve really got nothing to lose, if they say no, you were willing to pay the opening price anyway, right? Just remember the Malaysia rule of thumb, if you buy two or more items, you should always get a “nice price” for it. It’s economies of scale after all!
Mind your language - Having influences from so many cultures, is it any wonder that the English language spoken in Malaysia is as distinct as it is? For emphasis, Malaysians end every sentence with the suffix “lah” or “ar”. For instance, a question: “Do you want something to drink?” should be replied with “No lah”. If you ask “where did you go?”. the reply “nowhere ar, I was here lah” drives the message home. Apart from that, Malaysian-English are often shortened or simplified. For example, instead of saying, “Haven’t seen you for a long time. How have you been?” Malaysians would say “Long time no see! OK or not?” or “Would you want to try some cake?” would be “Want cake or not?” As grammatically incorrect as it is, it definitely packs a punch and successful gets the message across - especially if you’re Malaysian.
Go-getters - Malaysians believe in working hard and reaping the benefits. So, it really isn’t a new discovery that Malaysian aren’t the sort of people to sit back and wait for something to come to them. We believe if you want something it is your responsibility to take action to achieve the outcome you desire. This may be misconstrued as rude at times especially when it comes to queuing but in fact, Malaysians are just go-getters, they have their eye on the prize and are focused on achieving those goals whether it’s a job promotion or being served at a cafe. Malaysians simply realise that doing whatever it takes wins the race after all!
Curiousity kills the cat? - But not the Malaysian! Malaysians are naturally inquisitive people; this is the main reason why we make friends so easily but it’s also the reason why any commotion in a shopping mall or accident on the road would cause a crowd. We’re simply observant and curious to see what’s going on. Can’t fault a Malaysian for wanting to stay abreast on all issues and commotion happening around them!
Ethics fridays - Yes, Friday is the best day of the week in just about any country but it’s a special day in Malaysia - it’s traditional dress-up day! Being the multicultural nation that we are, what better way to celebrate our diversity and our unique cultures than by wearing the traditional get-ups of the various races. It is through activities like this that Malaysians are able to wear anything from an Indian Punjabi pansuit to a Malay baju kurung while they remember, recognise and appreciate that we are apart of a great melting pot that is Malaysia.

p/s: happy Independence day, MALAYSIA. :) (merdeka!!!)

p/s/s: umur Malaysia = 53, umur ayahanda = 52

credit to: http://qomaspeakup.tumblr.com/post/1040775689

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ dia bukan jodoh kita? ~~

2010-08-28T21:00:00.001+08:00

salam semua.

kenapa ALLAH menemukan kita dengan jodoh yang salah? Kita macam yakin dia adalah jodoh kita, tapi mesti jauh disudut hati kalian mesti ade rase ragu ragu. Bila dah berkahwin, masalah penceraian pula yang timbul. Masa itulah kita rasa ‘dia bukan pilihan yang tepat.’ Kenapa mesti ada kekecewaan sebelum timbul kebahagiaan?

Pelangi yang indah itu datang apabila hujan turun. Matahari bersinar sesudah awan mendung. Jadi selepas musibah tentu ada hikmahnya. Tapi jangan disalah erti, kalo tidak ada musibah tidak mustahil bende itu amat berharga.

ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukur kita pada ketentuanNYA.
ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.
ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.
ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIH SAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.
ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...
ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.
ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YG HEBAT JIWANYA.
ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.
ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALI KEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL

credit to: Sebutir Mutiara Seindah Wanita

p/s: semoga pilihanku tepat ya ALLAH. kau permudahkanlah segala urusan kami. AMIN.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ 9 sebab Nuff korang tido. ~~

2010-08-28T09:55:00.001+08:00

Korang bukan ahli VIP Glitterati.
tak cukup Unique Traffic.
Tak cukup Local Traffic. (dalam Malaysia ni)
Salah tempat letak ads.
Korang tak pilih ‘To Show Global CPC Ads’.
Limited Budget.
Bermusim dan On-Demand Campaigns.
Susah nak puaskan hati semua orang.
Nuffnang sendiri tak suke korang. (hahaha)

credit to : tekkaus

- so ape lagi p cepat renovate belog korang. kalo da cukup tunggu je nuffnang bagi korang ads. hope buley membantu. =). I heart Nuffnang ;)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~*~ recipes of long distance relationships

2010-08-27T14:30:00.001+08:00

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ afraid ~~

2010-08-27T09:48:00.001+08:00

credit to: strawberrypiggi.tumblr.com

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ welcoming 4th year ~~

2010-08-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

may ALLAH bless my journey becoming better doctor.

my first posting: Special posting (ENT, ANAES, OPTHALMO, RADIO)

2nd>?? to be updated..

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ dan engkau membuat ku menangis lagi ~~

2010-08-21T08:09:00.001+08:00

salam semua

pagi pagi bute ni blogwalking ke semua belog orang2. tetber biler bukak belog sys yana.. ade satu entry yang buat saye menangis. Cerita pasal sebuah family yang sangat terpukul oleh kehilangan anakanda tercinta ‘ALANNA’.

sile ke belog ini untuk keterangan lanjut

Doa Buat Alanna

semoga Roh Alanna ditempatkan di orang orang yang beriman. Sama sama kiter sedekahkan Alfatihah.

info: Baby Alanna tewas dengan penyakit Cerebral Palsy.

p.s: Masih tidak sedarkah wahai manusia, hidup itu hanya sekali. Mati itu pasti. Sanggupkah Kalian sanggup membuang darah daging sendiri? kalo tiada AKAL dan FIKIRAN teruskanlah membunuh bayi yang kalian kandungkan 9 bulan. (renung renungkan lah.)

p.s: bersyukur masih hidup lagi didunia fana ini. ALLAH ampunkanlah dosa dosaku. Semoga aku dapat meneruskan cita cita menjadi seorang Doktor yang berguna di masa depan. AMIN.

credit to jeansbeans.tumblr.com

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~love v.s hate ~~

2010-08-20T17:36:00.001+08:00

credit to jeansbeans.tumblr.com

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ Grey’s Anatomy ~~

2010-08-20T13:22:00.001+08:00

I solemnly pledge to consecrate my life to the service of humanity.

I will give to my teachers...

The respect and gratitude that is their due.

I will practice my profession with conscience and dignity. The health of my patients will be my number one consideration.

I will respect the secrets that are confided in me even after my patient has died.

I will maintain,by all the means in my power. The honor and the noble traditions of the medical profession.

My colleagues will be my sisters and brothers.

I will not permit considerations of age,disease or disability,greed, Ethnic origin, gender, Race, political affiliation, Nationality, Sexual orientation, Social standing or any other factor to intervene between my duty...And my patient.

I will maintain the utmost respect for human life.

I will not use my medical knowledge to violate human rights and civil liberties,even under threat.

I make these promises solemnly...Freely... And upon my honor.

inspiring pledge by Richard Webber (S06E15)

I hope i will be better human and great doctor/surgeon. AMEEN

p/s: tak sia sia menonton Grey’s Anatomy eventhough banyak sangat ‘adult’s life’

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ yesh im not perfect ~~

2010-08-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

yesh.. im not perfect. most of it are true. but i love myself. :)

p/s: doddle credit to jeansbeans.tumblr.com

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ how to win my heart ~~

2010-08-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

credit to : http://jeansbeans.tumblr.com

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ Cautions: telur tipu. ~~

2010-08-18T11:49:00.001+08:00

salam semua

semalam my BFF-ekha share 1 link pasal fake egg a.k.a telur tipu. mesti korang taw pasal telur tipu ni kalo korang rajen google/yahoo pasal news. :).

fake egg/TELUR TIPU

Egg yolk and egg white are made of sodium alginate, alum, gelatin, eatable calcium chloride, water and food coloring.

Fake egg’s shell is made of calcium carbonate.

Fake egg is full of chemicals, the main ingredient calcium alginate, at most is a gel. Alum, gelatin etc are only as additives, auxiliary agents.

In the artificial eggs they have become the major components; they are not beneficial to the human body. Artificial egg has little or no nutrition value compare with the real egg.

How to identify fake eggs:

After opening the egg, egg white and egg yolk will soon mix together.
Fake egg’s shell is a little shinier than the real egg, but it is not very noticeable.
When touch the fake egg by hand, it feels a little rougher than the real egg.
Shake the fake egg will make some noises, because water overflows from the solid agent.
Real egg smells a little like raw meat.
Tap the egg lightly. Real egg makes a more crisp sound than the fake egg.
Shortly after opening the fake egg, egg yolk and egg white will melt together. This is because the egg yolk and egg white are made of the same raw materials.
When frying a fake egg, the yolk will spread without being touched.

itulah manusia, tak pernah puas dengan apa yang ALLAH dah berikan. Sampai telur pon nak dibuat. erkk.. Hope x termakan telur tipu ni. AMEEN.

Nampaknye pasni knelah bela ayam sendiri & makan telur ayam fresh. :)

p/s: lupe plak sekarang banyak sangat orang menipu/tiru/scam.. berhati hati k

credit to: ekha, youtube, google image, chinahush,

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ ITS PAIN ~~

2010-08-17T03:21:00.000+08:00

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ DIA UNTUKKU ~~

2010-08-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

Dia untukku
Bukan untukmu
Dia milikku
Bukan milikmu
Pergilah kamu
Jangan kau ganggu
Biarkan aku
Mendekatinya
Kamu
Tak akan mungkin
Mendapatkannya
Karena dia
Berikan aku
Pertanda cinta
Janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi...ohh
Dia Untuk aku

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ addicted to THIS ~~

2010-08-16T20:51:00.001+08:00

salam semuanya.

yesh im addicted to that thing. but what is it? hee.. dun be panic yall.. im not addicted to drugs/foods but to Indonesian sinetron. 5 Indonesian drama in the row. :)

SEKAR

INTAN

CAHAYA

CINTA KIRANA

BENCI BILANG CINTA

waduh… citer citer ni memang menggamit perasaan saya. Meruntun jiwa dowh. Citer Intan, Sekar & Cahaya tu Nasyilla Mirdad yang berlakon. Watak still cam same. Budak Kampung, cam bengong bengong ckit. but i loike. :) – Suke dengan suara dia yang macam kanak kanak tu. hee :)

Benci Bilang cinta pulak baru je abeh. Marshanda belakon. Die cumey :). BTW citer ni adelah cter yang diadaptasikan dari cter GOONG a.k.a Princess Hours (KOREA) tuh. SUke Bangat citer niyh. :)

Now cter CINTA KIRANA dimainkan di Astro RIA, Mon-Fri, 6.30 pm.. hee masih sempat lagi pulang ke rumah menonton cter FAVE niyh :).. Nia Ramadhani berlakon. :).. Saye dah taw ENDING cter niyh.. but nak jugak tgk. hope tidak mengecewakan.

Fadhilat Terawih malam ke 8:

Allah S.W.T mengurniakan pahala orang yang bersolat tarawih sebagaimana pahala yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Ibrahim a.s.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ love is apart ~~

2010-08-16T00:02:00.001+08:00

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ contest Aku dan RayBON ~~

2010-08-15T10:48:00.000+08:00

mari join contest!!

yeay!!!..sejak due menjak ni suke sangat join contest. (mengisi mase lapang yang sepatutnye dilakukan untuk belajar).. takpe sambil menyelam minum air milo (opps puasa la!!). Ade satu contest yang menarik untuk diJOIN. beta jumpe kat belog encik bertuah Caer (ni kaer AF tu ke?? hahahha.. p tengok sendiri ye ke x). Dengan ini beta mengetag Mafatima, dan nadnod. JOIN CEPAT SEBELUM TERLAMBAT!!!

perihal gambo: penah letak jadik propil picta ntok facebook, dan sekarang menjadi header ntok belog cumey ni!. :)

Syarat2 contest :

1) Mestilah warganegara Malaysia sahaja tanpa mengambil kira had umur

2) Terbuka kepada blogger lelaki dan perempuan

3) Korang mesti mempunyai blog sendiri bagi memudahkan sesi terjah blog...

4) Tidak diwajibkan menjadi follower Caer ....tapi credit diberikan pada sahabat2 yang sudi beramah mesra dengan caer

5) Mesti memakai kaca mata yang menampakkan korang yang stylo , macho , anggun....ngeh3

6) Gambar boleh edit tapi jangan terlampau menonjol.... (menonjol ka??)

7) Copy banner contest dan linkkan terus pada banner contest....terpulang sama ada nak letakkan dalam entri atau pada bahagian sidebar blog korang....kalau buat dua2 lagi baik...

8) Tinggalkan kesan kat ruangan comment box yang siap dilinkkan bagi memudahkan proses terjah blog korang

9) Tag 2 orang sahabat blogger pada akhir entri,

10) Tarikh tutup contest : 1 September 2010

p/s: cepat doakan beta menang!!.. hahahah

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ tragedi ramadhan 2010 ~~

2010-08-15T06:59:00.001+08:00

salam semua….

Di pagi mulia ni mari kite memanjatkan kesyukuran kerana masih bernyawa di hari ini. Puasa hari ke 5 ini mungkin perlu banyakkan bersabar serta melipatgandakan amalan. Korang mesti ade tengok berita semalam pasal Bazar Ramadhan kat Jasin, Melaka tu kan? Sebabkan ribut 3 orang terkorban. sebelum ni xde pulak ade berite pasal tragedi ramadhan kan? Tapi 2010 ni banyak giler dugaan. 3 mangsa ribut – 2 peniaga bazar ramadhan, 1 pengunjung.

Bile manusia lalai mengejar harta dunia, maka bekalan akhirat ditinggalkan. Tapi mereka bukan mahu mengjar duniawi, hanya mencari nafkah untuk keluarga. Ape-Ape pon semoga arwah arwah yang meninggal dunia kelmarin ditempatkan dikalangan orang orang yang beriman.

fadhilat terawih malam ke 6 :

Allah S.W.T akan mengurniakan kepadanya pahala seumpama pahala malaikat malaikat yang bertawaf di baitul makmur serta setiap batu dan tanah berdoa untuk keampunan orang orang yang mengerjakan tarawih malam itu.

p/s: macam fobia nak p bazar. :P

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ REBM end.. what next? ~~

2010-08-14T13:59:00.001+08:00

salam ALL!!!..

finally my first course of 4th year clinical years ended yesterday. Sungguh seronok course ni. U korang ade course camni? Belajar cara berfikir, buat research?? hee well my Uni xder la sebagus cam Uni korang but I’m glad dapat meneruskan pelajaran walaopon banyak halangan. :) <bersyukur dengan apa yang ada>

wif ida :)

I'm enjoyed done my proposal “soybean reduce risk of breast cancer” but unfortunately my teammate and I did not continue to do our research. So if anyone interested to do research bout this topic may do so. :) –ade sape sape berminat?-

introducing mafatima

REBM is ended, Hols is coming (which is today). break for a week before my first posting (Specialist Posting). So today, hari malas malas ntok saye!. Tapi harus mengemas rumah, mencuci kereta yang 2 minggu tidak cuci, blogwalking belog korang, print gambar gambar menarik dan malas malas tengok TV. :)

p/s: puasa hari ke4.. apekah menu berbuke korang?? heee

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ tentang perihal diri ~~

2010-08-11T00:29:00.000+08:00

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ diari ramadhan ku. ~~

2010-08-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

salam semua makhluk ALLAH dimuke bumi ini.

esok hari yang bersejarah buat umat islam kerana esok bermulanya bulan ramadhan. maka malam ini tentulah ramai umat yang berpusu-pusu ke masjid menunaikan solat terawikh. Hope rakan rakan semua pon p berjemaah sekali. :)

esok jugak ade presentation proposal research. maka dengan itu perlulah kestudyan ntok membalas segala persoalan yang bakal ditanya oleh juri-juri hakim. Maka hari ini (seminggu lebey) kebingungan membuat proposal report. :)

esok nak pose. bangun sahur awal awal tolong ibunda masak lauk, pastu makan dengan famili sekeluarga. Bulan pose jugaklah kami sekeluarga dok semeja menikmati rejeki yang diberikan oleh ALLAH.

Bulan pose ni teringat pulak mase zaman matrik, open table bersame same alet, wanee, aniey, hasnie, syeda, himah.. Bulan pose mesti banyak giler gerai murtabak sampai xtaw mane yang nak pilih. Bulan pose la jugak beta dapat makan taufufa. huh sedap. :). menu kegemaran ketika berpuasa.. (ayam percik, murtabak, kueyteow kerang, taufufa, air bandung)..

diari ramadhan saye bersambong esok.. heee..

tazkirah terawih : Diampuni dosa orang-orang yang beriman sebagaimana keadaannya baru dilahirkan.

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ happy 5 months old :) ~~

2010-08-10T08:42:00.000+08:00

salam,

this is my virtual photo album about my niece, WAN IKMALUDDIN. He is our first grandchildren of my family. He is a boy (obviously). Although he had suffer some kind of disease during 34th Week but he survive. ALHAMDULILAH. ALLAH always listen to our prayer. this is his photo album since birth till now. look how he has change into healthy baby. :)

day 7 of life (maybe)

1month :)

2 months

3 months

4 months

NOW!!!

Hope he will become better person just like his both parents. May ALLAH bless our family.

p/s: mate budak tecik ni sangat besar macam mate mak ngah die. :).

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~~ contest : MATA MENAWAN by FATENCUMEY ~~

2010-07-24T16:29:00.001+08:00

salam,

well sebab arini saye seorang yang rajen so cam best kalo ngejoin CONTEST. :). Sape rase mate die LAWA a.k.a CUN buley la ngejoin contest ni. :).

ni gambar yang dipertaruhkan. nampak cam hape je.. :(

tag :

anis

syariniey

CARE-CARE :)

wajib menjadi follower blog fatencumyl.blogspot.com
pastikan gambar anda seorang sahaja (kalau ada gambar orang lain tak bole)
pastikan 1 gambar je taw..
pastikan nampak mata anda ye. tak kesah la gambar tu edit ke tak janji nampak mata (nama pun contest mata menawan kan)
letakkan banner contest di atas kat sidebar blog korang :)
sediakan 1 entri khas tentang contest ni dan tag kawan anda minimum 2 orang. maximum suka hati.
contest ini berakhir pada 31 julai 2010.
selepas dah join contest ni tinggalkan link anda di ruangan komen entri contest mata menawan ni.serta link referral anda :)

PRIZE to be WON.:)

pemenang mata menawan: * akan dapat 1 pasang contactlens made in korea yang tahan 1 tahun dan pemenang akan decide sendiri nak contactlens warna apa..(fatin akan contact dgn pemenang kalau dia ada rabun fatin akan bagi dia contactlens yg ada power)

*akan dapat hadiah misteri yang boleh mencantikkan mata.

referral terbanyak: akan dapat hadiah misteri dari fatin.(hadiah yang boleh mencantikkan mata)

~*~XOXO_miszhelena khairunnisa nadrah_OXOX~*~

~*~ teratakdindakanda ~*~

Last day of 2011

the one that got away

wordless wednesday

Happy birthday to me

~*~ jangan mengeluh ~*~

~*~ sumber inspirasi. ~*~

Aku menyerah

~*~ yes, you make me cry. =( ~*~

isu berkenaan STARBUCKS coffee

Salam ramadhan

Engaged!

Wordless wednesday ;)

lagu faberet kalo gua pegi karok

fatamorgana yang dinanti

~*~ youtube star ~*~

~*~ Grapevine: new generation of making money ~*~

~*~ buatmu ibu ~*~

~*~ Reunion @Arabian Kitchen (seksyen 20, Shah ALam) ~*~

~*~ im in here ~*~

~*~ For future Dr. ~*~

~*~ Yuyu Zulaikha-Ferrero Random GiveAway ~*~

dan ketamakan itu tidak membahagiakan

Pulang

~*~ Aksesori Mak Enon giveaway ~*~

~*~ kalau berpacaran ~*~

Pedoman buat semua

~*~ Merong Mahawangsa yang KEWL ~*~

~*~ and I pray ~*~

I can't imagine my life without Facebook-ing for 24 hours.. and Twitter too. OMG! Can't live without internet! DiGi Broadband is giving us 5X Bonuslink points now? I am forever attached to the internet! #digibroadbandbonuslink

From today onwards, my life is going to change. I no longer need to depend on SMS, let alone MMS. Why you ask? Because I can now be a proud owner of a

Tsunami di jepun-updated

Ios 4.3 is out!

~*~ what is on ur mind right now? ~*~

Blck swan drives me crazy!

Hari pertama sekolah!

I’ll be missing u.

Me and love

~*~ whisper heart. =P ~*~

~*~ if u r student. =) ~*~

~*~ heartie, please stay ~*~

Yes im in love with u!

to my boyfriends (kawan lelaki)

sukehati

~*~ best ke masok majalah? ~*~

~*~ under my umbrella ~*~

Tiada entry lagi

~*~ last day, last post of 2010 ~*~

When my bff get married

~*~ attention ~*~

~*~ selamat tahun baru ~*~

melaka oh melake!

kurang ajar punye mak.

~*~ kisah disebalik ULEK MAYANg ~*~

Pagi ini cerah

Lagu chinta saye. ;)

hari lembu!

~*~ 25 random things about me ~*~

~*~ saye mahu ke MIFW! ~*~

~*~ officially 23 ~*~

~*~ jika anda umat Muhammad s.a.w, wajib bace ~*~

~*~ entry khas ~*~

~*~ chenta ~*~

~*~ wake me up when september ends ~*~

DiGi iPhone 4 Real

DiGi iPhone 4 Play

DiGi iPhone 4 Me

Raye versi 1

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~*~ tonite ~*~

~*~ kini tinggal kenangan ~*~

~*~ selamat hari raya ~*~

~*~ august - september babies ~*~

~*~ iftar 2010 ~*~

~*~ hari raya ~*~

~*~ 10 thing i love about malaysia. ~*~

~*~ dia bukan jodoh kita? ~*~

~*~ 9 sebab Nuff korang tido. ~*~

~*~ recipes of long distance relationships

~*~ afraid ~*~

~~ teratakdindakanda ~~

~~ jangan mengeluh ~~

~~ sumber inspirasi. ~~

~~ yes, you make me cry. =( ~~

~~ youtube star ~~

~~ Grapevine: new generation of making money ~~

~~ buatmu ibu ~~

~~ Reunion @Arabian Kitchen (seksyen 20, Shah ALam) ~~

~~ im in here ~~

~~ For future Dr. ~~

~~ Yuyu Zulaikha-Ferrero Random GiveAway ~~

~~ Aksesori Mak Enon giveaway ~~

~~ kalau berpacaran ~~

~~ Merong Mahawangsa yang KEWL ~~

~~ and I pray ~~

~~ what is on ur mind right now? ~~

~~ whisper heart. =P ~~

~~ if u r student. =) ~~

~~ heartie, please stay ~~

~~ best ke masok majalah? ~~

~~ under my umbrella ~~

~~ last day, last post of 2010 ~~

~~ attention ~~

~~ selamat tahun baru ~~

~~ kisah disebalik ULEK MAYANg ~~

~~ 25 random things about me ~~

~~ saye mahu ke MIFW! ~~

~~ officially 23 ~~

~~ jika anda umat Muhammad s.a.w, wajib bace ~~

~~ entry khas ~~

~~ chenta ~~

~~ wake me up when september ends ~~

~~ tonite ~~

~~ kini tinggal kenangan ~~

~~ selamat hari raya ~~

~~ august - september babies ~~

~~ iftar 2010 ~~

~~ hari raya ~~

~~ 10 thing i love about malaysia. ~~

~~ dia bukan jodoh kita? ~~

~~ 9 sebab Nuff korang tido. ~~

~~ afraid ~~

~~ welcoming 4th year ~~

~~ dan engkau membuat ku menangis lagi ~~

~~love v.s hate ~~

~~ Grey’s Anatomy ~~

~~ yesh im not perfect ~~

~~ how to win my heart ~~

~~ Cautions: telur tipu. ~~

~~ ITS PAIN ~~

~~ DIA UNTUKKU ~~

~~ addicted to THIS ~~

~~ love is apart ~~

~~ contest Aku dan RayBON ~~

~~ tragedi ramadhan 2010 ~~

~~ REBM end.. what next? ~~

~~ tentang perihal diri ~~

~~ diari ramadhan ku. ~~

~~ happy 5 months old :) ~~

~~ contest : MATA MENAWAN by FATENCUMEY ~~